woweeeeeee


guess what today is people!!


ít's real special, cmon guess!!








YUP!!! my parents left for indonesia today whee!!!!!!


uh-huh, there is NOTHING else happening today that is special enough to be mentioned on my precious blog..



haha pysched!!


today is LISA'S BIRTHDAY!!!


everyone!! together now!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LISA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU


words can't even describe how you've been a blessing to my life, so i'm not even gonna try.. you know how much you mean to me already!!! haha


on your 25th birthday (oops was i not supposed to say the age??) ok i mean on the day you turn a QUARTER OF A CENTURY OLD, here's wishing you great happiness and joy for the rest of your life.. which would be achieved easily if you would only find your rich pastor husband *sigh*


may you discover the Lord in fresh new ways each day and blossom into a wonderful woman of God..

I LOVE YOU LISASA!!

congrats for touching countless of lives really.. :D

*prods blog with stick*


*blog twitches*


i wonder if it's still alive.. heh


okok, so i know i've been MIA, it's not like i've been busy or anything.. i've just been lazy.. yup, huge-ass revelation that one haha


ok since i know photos are BIG for people who go blog hopping, here's some to placate you guys.. (i am such a nice person)

yup yup, mingxian and darcie!! amazing how we're still friends who tell each other everything etc etc.. whoop!! these were taken at some art supplies shop.. we set the camera on timer on some shelf to take these lol..

some pple patiently waited for us to be done so they could walk to the next aisle, while some just walked on by and blocked the camera.. i mean what is wrong with these pple?! like 3 girls are just holding up a bunch of letters and staring into a shelf for nothing? don't they realise there's a camera there?! weird.

so anyway, i love MX AND DARCIE to bits cos they love me too!! haha, ok not cos of that.. it's cos they are genuine pple and that's hard to find..

oh and they've also opened up my eyes to the good and bad sides of having a boyfriend lol.. i need the education man! i dun wanna die lonely hahahahha

ok so anyway abs, the hongkong photos are in my phone memory and not in my memory stick.. so i cant upload them ): sheesh right, but it's ok.. the memory will always be in our hearts..

i have NOTHING to blog about, im sorry.. life has just been, pretty uneventful..

although if you force something outta me it'll prolly be the whole MJ's passing saga.. if you ask me, yea i guess it is sad that he is gone.. i mean he IS the elvis of our time.. the pioneer and groundbreaker of the music industry and his pieces transcend time.. classics..

i just wished more attention would be made in tribute to him and his works rather than the many scandals he was involved in.. i mean, who would wanna be remembered for all the wrongs you've done?.. remember the good, people!

since we all know this will end up being totally random.. lemme tell you a story of a boy.. (no not me smart-mouth)

In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.

"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.

"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.

The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.

"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.

By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient.

"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.

The little boy again counted his coins.

"I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.

The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table.

There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, was one quarter, two dimes and five pennies.

You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

first impressions stick.. but never judge a book by its cover.. i shall tell you what happened to me the other day when i was on the bus..

so i saw this badly dressed, kinda fat middle-aged woman sitting in front of me and she was talking to this elderly woman who was sitting behind her on the bus.. well the badly dressed woman smelled kinda funky.. plus she was kinda cock-eyed in both eyes.. so you dont know if she's staring at you or not.. oh and also, she had like a short tongue so her speech was really kinda funny

so well in my mind i was already thinking, "gosh what a weird woman.. is she staring at me?! oh wait no.. that's just her screwed up eyes.. haha, wow i made myself laugh in my head.."

i know i know, i'm mean.. don't pretend such thoughts NEVER crossed your minds before..

ok so anyway the weird woman was talking pretty loudly to the old woman and i OVERHEARD, no not eavesdropping.. here's what when down scene by scene..

WW - weird woman

SS - sterotyping sarah (these are just THOUGHTS k.. rmb that, i didnt actually verbalise them)

WW: my husband he left me.. with my baby boy.. he ran away with another woman..

SS: no surprise there.. oh gosh i'm so evil..

WW: i have to take care of my son alone.. his name is sam sam

SS: i hope that's a pet name for samuel.. hahah sam sam would be hilarious if it were his real name..

WW: i had to work to provide for him and everything..

*before i could concoct another mean thing to think..*

WW: but i really thank my God.. he is a great God! he really provide for me and sam sam..

SS: uh-oh....

yep, felt like someone rammed a truck in my face lol..

that amazing woman, though she looked horrid, seemingly unworthy of love to many.. was proclaiming God's love and providence for her in her life.. i feel so ashamed haha..

don't ever ever judge someone by how they look!! i've learnt my lesson lol..

ok for someone who didn't have anything to blog, i sure wrote alot.. satisfied?! haha..

in tribute to the one and only MJ

Like a comet

Blazing 'cross the evening sky

Gone too soon

Like a rainbow

Fading in the twinkling of an eye

Gone too soon

Shiny and sparkly

And splendidly bright

Here one day

Gone one night

Like the loss of sunlight

On a cloudy afternoon

Gone too soon

Like a castle

Built upon a sandy beach

Gone too soon

Like a perfect flower

That is just beyond your reach

Gone too soon

Born to amuse

To inspire to delight

Here one day

Gone one night

Like a sunset

Dying with the rising of the moon

Gone too soon

Gone too soon

i'm so desperate for hugs i hugged myself today lol ):


i have zero inspiration to blog.. bear with me


or dog with me if you ain't a fan of bears *winks*


dogs are sooo my fave animal


like a shadow in the dark, i was difficult to see, but you picked me..

TheAccused

An accusatory finger

Frustrated tones

Jaws all clenched

With eyes that burn

Who took the winds

Right out of my sail?

From my night sky

Made my stars disappear?

I turn left, i turn right

Looking, searching all around

Seeking the one

The blamed i could crown

The one who had caused

My dead and barren garden

I had to find him

That desire still burns

But he was no where..

perhaps he doesn't exist? perhaps he was a pure figment of your imagination? have you stopped to think that maybe the guilty is none ofther than the one who pointed that dastardly finger?

sometimes we are too eager to play the blame game.. too quick to find someone to point to..

sometimes the answer lies within ourselves..

our cynism, our negativity..

self destruction without us even knowing..

the misery you sometimes feel? the guilt perhaps? maybe it'll help if you just accept the blame..

for the first step to getting out of a problem is to realise you have one..

so what if you're to blame? everyone makes mistakes.. so you shot your mouth off the other day.. sure he started it.. but you could've prevented the whole thing from blowing up.. so admit your mistake, change and move on from there.. we are humans, we have the ability to learn from our mistakes..


the next time the same thing happens, the outcome would be different if you had accepted the blame no?.. but if you had puched it onto someone else, when will you learn? the same situation would happen again and again..


so take the blame.
use it to your advantage.



p/s: i promise this is the last deep post for awhile haha.. im heading off to camp now!! hope you enjoy this post.. when i come back i will post bimbotically about camp yay!!

PLUS exclusive photos of me and abi in friggin HONGKONG!! *winks winks*

till then,

tata for now (:

WalkingOnTheLine


ever had thoughts creeping into your mind about the "grey areas" of our faith?
oh it's fine.. loads of pple do..


the bible just says don't be drunk, so how much alcohol can i consume before it's considered drunk?..

the bible never specifically say cannot have tatoos wad..

hard rock is bad but punk rock's fine!

which words are considered vulgar and which are not? i can stay away from f*** but what about shit and damn?!



ahh, what words of wisdom these are..


frankly, i hate it when people attempt to discuss about the grey areas in christianity.. i hate it when they try to draw the impossible line.. if a line could be drawn, it wouldn't be called a grey area!!


i don't even see the point in attempting to draw the line..

why draw it?!

so you can walk along it and justify yourselves?

to be able to say oh but im not sinning, i haven't crossed the line..


let's just look at what the bible says shall we?


1 Corinthians 10:23

23"Everything is permissible"—but not everything is beneficial. "Everything is permissible"—but not everything is constructive.


even if the line can be drawn, ask youself this..


so.what.


the things that you do, are they constructive in anyway? so if we were to say, no to rock but yes to R&B let's say.. does listening to R&B benefit you in anyway? does it benefit your body, soul or mind in any particular manner? are you growing from it?

for you forget, our sole purpose in life is to advance the kingdom of God..


so before you do anything ask yourself this, are you glorifying God in your actions and speech?

1Corinthians 10:31
31So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.


(all you smartmouths out there who are asking oh then can we cycle? cycling ain't necessarily gloriying or beneficial wad.. i am attacking the grey areas here, buzz off with your wisecracks)



another thing to consider is.. are you causing a young believer to falter.. this is rather familiar, i shallt touch&go..


1 Corinthians 8:9-13

9Be careful, however, that the exercise of your freedom does not become a stumbling block to the weak.

10For if anyone with a weak conscience sees you who have this knowledge eating in an idol's temple, won't he be emboldened to eat what has been sacrificed to idols?

11So this weak brother, for whom Christ died, is destroyed by your knowledge.

12When you sin against your brothers in this way and wound their weak conscience, you sin against Christ.

13Therefore, if what I eat causes my brother to fall into sin, I will never eat meat again, so that I will not cause him to fall.


if what you do confuses a young believer or potential believers (which is basically every non-believer) stop it.. for if they stumble, its your head on the chopping block buddy..



chew on this..

'maybe we wanna draw the line cos subconsciously, we wanna see how far we can push the boundaries.. so that we can walk on the line..

but may i suggest to you.. how about instead of testing how near you can get to the line, test how far away you can get from the line.. move so far away that the line is a dot to you..

cos what if in the process of attempting to differentiate the black from the white in the grey, you cross that line?

or may i put forth the notion, you draw the wrong line?

i say, do i really need to know how much alcohol i can consume before i get drunk? what's the point?! do i get a prize or something?

or do i really have that limited a vocabulary that i have to use "grey"words?

move away from the line.. for it's better to be on the safe side..

stop trying to walk on the line..

may the line be a dot to you from where you're standing..


ps: i know i needa work on this too haha, let's all do it together then huh.. inch away from lines :)

IAmGifted



we all have that special thing we do, don't we..


you may be smarter than the next person but she can sing wayyy better than you..


admittedly, some people are more gifted than others..


she's smartANDpretty and all i am is funny.. FUNNY?! i ain't a comedy!! sheesh


well question, does it matter?


ok true, to the world it does cos, we live in a sucky world. the hierarchy of talent and beauty is constantly smacking itself in our faces. but may i please draw your attention to the true definition of a gift?


gift
–noun
1. something given voluntarily without payment in return, as to show favor toward someone, honor an occasion, or make a gesture of assistance; present.

2. something bestowed or acquired without any particular effort by the recipient or without it being earned


every gift or talent you have is precisely what it is.. a gift from God..


did you earn it? do you deserve it? God could've made you scum of the earth, you wouldn't have been able to do anything about that.. a bottom feeder, a waste of resources to breed.. but no, God chose to present you with your giftings..


hence the question should not be, "do i have more gifts than him?" or even, "is my gift more valuable and treasured than his?"


for the question should be, "how do i use what God gave me for his glory?"


to the insecure who think they aren't good enough, recognise this: that God handpicked what he bestowed upon you.. it doesn't matter what the world thinks, only what God thinks matter..


so you've got a gifting in an area that is often overlooked, like encouragment perhaps.. but if through your encouragment souls are saved and preserved, you have pleased God and he is proud of you for using your gift for his name..


and to the proud: how long are you gonna use what God gave you for your own glory?


pride ain't pretty my friend, we are called to be humble servants.. are you serving God with your giftings or flaunting them for self recognition?


the Lord gives and takes away, who's to stop Him from taking what he gave you in the first place?


Proverbs 16:5

5 The LORD detests all the proud of heart.
Be sure of this: They will not go unpunished.


if you can sing? worship!
speak well? preach!
smart? teach!
dance? do it before the Lord


for they are gifts, from the heavenly father, to you..

WorthFightingFor


so the other day at family dinner, my sisters and i were getting all excited discussing our future lives and future husbands (haha yeah we do that..) and then one of my sisters starting saying how cool it is that we all kinda have our own thing and we can send our kids to each other's houses to get training..


like, my oldest sister can play the piano, drums, flute and harp.. so she was gonna be the music teacher for all our kids..


my second sister is the star soccer player of her school's soccer team (i am not kidding) and she was the one scheduled to train all our boys to become men..


my youngest sister is extremely hardworking (i assure you, more than me) and we were gonna send our kids to her house to study..


then it came to my turn right.. they were like, oh what's left? what can we use sarah for..

and then my second sister said, "bible study la! "

it was not said in a good way like encouraging and what not.. you could hear the scorn dripping from her tone..


well you see, people don't realise that my sisters aren't exactly like me in the spiritual sense.. they are kinda of the world if you know what i mean..

so anyway, when she said that, i was taken aback.. i could've easily sprung into my how dare you treat godliness with sarcasm speech.. maybe even throw in a you think you're heading to heaven just for believing?! well the devil believes and living like the world's gonna get you where he's going..


but at that point, i just held my tongue and said,"well that's a compliment.. thanks"


you see, that battle was not worth fighting for.. what was i gonna get out of it?


anger? check
bitterness? check
closed ears? checkcheckcheck


sometimes in the battle of being heard, of "spreading the light and truth to the lost world" we fight battles that are not worth fighting for.. by NO means am i saying that that soul ain't worth fighting for, i mean.. at that point in time, that situation, fighting would only lead to a lost for both sides..


we gotta be wise people.. choose your battles carefully..


for so what if you get your message across in a clear, crisp and consise way but it only leads to the person turning further away?.. are you deserving of a pat on the back?


this principal doesn't only apply for stuff like sharing the gospel..


in our everyday life, we meet people with different views and opinions on stuff.. they may be wrong, they may be way wrong.. but so what if you are right? so what if you shout your "right"views from the top of the mountains?

the kind of battles not fought with wisdom, only lead to wars


for we are called to be Christ's ambassaders.. are you forcing food down people's throats all the time? is that Christ like? did Jesus go right up to the pharisee's faces and say, "you going to hell buddy.."?


i don't think so..


cos whatever we do, we do in love.. and we do with the people in mind.. don't be such smart mouths all the time..

being smart and being wise are two totally different things..


Be Wise..





p/s: i know lisa did a similar post recently but i totally drafted this a looong time ago! haha, it's not a copy, it's an enhancment :D

ManAfterGod'sHeart


i am talking about none other than King David.. the one God deemed as he who chases after His own heart.. we applaude david and his life, afterall, he IS the man after God's heart, how awesome is that! he must have been some kind of saint that david..


wrong.


let's review david's life shall we?


he, the king didn't go to war when he was supposed to, instead he stayed home and decided to go peer at some hot naked woman bathing.

he then committed adultery with her.

oh yeah, he killed the woman's husband to hide his sin.

let's not forget what a horrible father he was.. when his son Amnon raped his daughter Tamar, david sent amnon to exile.. wait no, david punished amnon for his great sin! nah, that wasn't it... david.did.nothing.

his family was in shambles, sons were killing sons, brothers murdering brothers..

PLUS, out of so many hymns and psalms he wrote, how many were complaints and grumbles? what a whiner!!


was david perfect? FAR FROM THAT


his sins were greater than any i have ever committed, i don't know about you..

then why on earth is he the man after God's heart?!


what we do know about david is.. everytime he committed a sin, he felt remorse. immediately, he would repent. once he knew he had hurt God, he was filled with anguish and grief. he confessed and changed..


did david ever commit adultery again? did he murder again? nope..


have YOU confessed a sin and went back to it after a few weeks or perhaps days of abstinence?
you're not alone..



sure, david whined about his life a lot.. he asks God why allow this to happen, why allow armies to invade yada yada.. HOW DARE HE DOUBT GOD this guy thinks he's all that.. i mean surely the man after God's own heart knows that God allows things to happen for a reason..


but yet, take a look at every psalm written by david.. he never fails to end with.. but still, praise be to God! you reign my mighty deliverer.. still i choose to rejoice!


did the bible ever say we can't present our most honest and open feelings to God? it doesn't in mine..

examine david's heart for a moment.. for in adversaries and hardships, he may be angered, frustrated.. but he chooses to praise God..


to put the cherry on top of all that.. when david appointed solomon as king at his deathbed, one of his instructions to solomon was to build a temple for God..


that's david's heart.. always looking to please God..


for even at his deathbed, he thinks of honoring God...

now that is putting God first in his life...

now THAT. is a man after God's own heart.


for God does not look at what you have done, he looks at what's inside..

GoingThroughOurGadarenes


Matthew 8:28-34

28When he arrived at the other side in the region of the Gadarenes, two demon-possessed men coming from the tombs met him. They were so violent that no one could pass that way.

29"What do you want with us, Son of God?" they shouted. "Have you come here to torture us before the appointed time?"

30Some distance from them a large herd of pigs was feeding.

31The demons begged Jesus, "If you drive us out, send us into the herd of pigs."

32He said to them, "Go!" So they came out and went into the pigs, and the whole herd rushed down the steep bank into the lake and died in the water.

33Those tending the pigs ran off, went into the town and reported all this, including what had happened to the demon-possessed men.

34Then the whole town went out to meet Jesus. And when they saw him, they pleaded with him to leave their region.




one might question, why would God lead Jesus to a place where he would get rejected? didn't God consider Jesus' feelings? Jesus probably had to walk for miles to get to Gadarenes, he probably had to brave insane weather , endure aching feet.. why? why go through all that trouble to get rejected?


those who went to rad conf would confidently say OH I KNOW! cos in the end, Jesus still got accepted and his words still spread like wildfire through the area and many were saved! so it was worth it..


is that my point? technically that ain't answering the question is it? cos God could have easily made the crowds accept Jesus the first time.. same effort, same results.. why let Jesus' delicate heart and feelings get hurt the first time round?


could it be God wanted to prepare Jesus for the worst rejection at the cross? could it be God wanted Jesus to grow, mature perhaps, to accept circumstances the way they throw themselves at you? could it have been God's way to remind Jesus that He is in control?


we neglect the very possible spiritual growth Jesus could have earned from that trip to Gadarenes.. was Jesus upset when he got boo-ed off the stage? oh most certainly! who wouldn't? was he confused? did he felt like it was a waste of time and effort in the beginning? absolutely!


but God still made him go through it.


we all HAVE to go through our Gadarenes.. it is a compulsory.. to go through the hardships, the dry lands.. would we like it? nope.. would we understand it? probably not.. but it is essential for growth..


for God knows what he is doing, and you go through NOTHING without a reason.


perhaps taking that accusatory finger out of the sky for a moment would help you see.

Prelude


with the closure of radical conference and the coming of church camp i figured, why not do something spiritual for the blog?.. it'll be timely i guess, considering how i really really want church camp to bring growth of some sort (lisa we could discuss this further haha)


to quote my fave queen (abi): to believe in Christ is like swimming against the current, if you aren't moving forward, you're moving backwards.


since i've had sudden inspiration, i hereby announce my committment to post something..*how to aptly put it..*godly? nah scratch that.. devotional perhaps? every day till church camp day


food for soul i shall say (marvel at my wordplay: food for thought, food for soul?.. get it?)


i don't know how good it'll be, let's just say this is an attempt.. feel free to comment and tag.. though i have a sinking feeling readership will fall for this week, i certainly hope it won't..


shall close now.


the grains keep falling in the sands of time
moments uncaptured escape me

grip tight, fortify your hold
to things that will not become dust

for dust is destined to be blown away
just like the sands of time

i just saw the new moon trailer.. i have to admit i'm preeety excited.. we all know twilight: the movie was kind of a flop but you just can't place your finger on where the problem came from right?..

well, the answer is simple, your brains are just unwilling to admit it..
brace yourselves as i reveal what WILL shock you..
those with weak constituitions may want to look away..
what went wrong?..
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robert pattinson.


haha shocker ain't..


oh he's so hot, he's perfect, i just want him to sink his teeth into my neck..


poo! have you guys READ the book?! do you not know how edward is SUPPOSED to look like?


sheesh. look at rob.P!




o.m.g. his skull is oddly shaped and it scares me.

he ALWAYS has this half-asleep kinda look.

one of his eye is smaller than the other.

eew.

not convinced?

look at him! he looks like a druggie!

he needs help people..

(im not gonna admit i took the worst looking picture of the bunch)

so why am i excited (ok, just a lil..) for new moon? cos edward disappears rmb? hahhha.. and bells get to spend time with JAKE!

jake, i love him! sigh, tortured love always draws attention.. well, jake caught mine.. he knows that bells is in love with edwards but still risks life and limbs for her all the time.. ever ready to sacrifice for her.. aww..

well, the cherry on top of this chocolate syrup sundae (yumm) is that.. taylor lautner is hot!!

wait wait wait.. isn't edward supposed to look incomparably better than jake?!

YEA I KNOW!! aha oh well guess they made a booboo

wanna see more? i do :D

yay! my wish came true! H-A-W-T *grins*

so yea, will watch new moon and hopefully it'll be better than twilight.. oh wait, what am i saying.. of cos it will! cos jake will have so much more screen time haha..

while i do admit i sound completely air-headed right now.. who cares, lemme RANT about twilight for awhile.. yes, i am the master of ranting.. watch and learn..

so anyway, like i was saying.. jake's my fave character cos though he may seem to be a barrier between the oh-so-perfect love of bells and edward, he is actually a literary tool used for readers to be drawn towards the whole edward and bells scenario.. cos when people kinda hate the "third-party" , they'd be secretely rooting for the lead (edward) and that's the selling point..

cos readers would keep reading till edward gets the girl.. if there was no third-party, ed and bells would grow real stale real quick.. so steph meyer had to compromise on jake's feelings to get more readership!! wad a meanie ):

i may not seem to be making sense now? but thats the core of a rant ahhah, yea yea i know jake's a fictional charater but my heart goes out to him.. poor boy..

and since i DO believe in imprinting (haha yea i really am actually 10) that's there's one special person out there for you, im glad bells didn't go with jake, jake deserves better haha.. (umm though the thought of imprinting on bell's *shudder* daughter is kinda nauseating)

i am well aware that i am comparing taylor launter and robert pattinson based on looks.. rob may be the nicest person on earth and taylor may be some sort of a womaniser (but i know he aint hee hee).. that simply backs up my previous post, looks kinda matter.. :/

wells, that marks the end of my totally pointless and random rant.. uh, i shall redeem myself with the next post.. there is actually more than air in that big o' head of mine (:

taggies:

huiqian: HEY GIRL!! haha it's ok.. it's totally normal to watch disney movies hhahha it appeals to all ages!!

decanter: haha well since they are oppositely charged, if i put them together, they'd be attracted to each other! plus, if the proton is being used to stabilize the electron, it further proves that the electron cannot live without the proton.. plus the proton doesn't mind being used.. they complete each other.. deep stuff huh.. oh protons :D

blogging intelligently takes too much.. perhaps i'll do it another day


like after i'm FINALLY done with angels&demons i'd blog about it.. it's real good


you know with so much time on my hands i should really increase my knowledge by reading up on stuff but nah.. i just rent chick flicks and rot my butt off.. hah yay me


i shan't attempt to live up to being "deep" all the time, it'd be hypocritical of me haha.. *raises brows* cos i think i really am a bimbo, enjoying the simple pleasures of eating chocolates while watching how the cute girl always get the hot guy..


i stumbled upon a video on youtube and it was all about how disney movies were stocked full of subliminal messages.. it was pretty funny.. i think that's why they switched from drawings to those pixar-animated kinda movies.. it's harder to hide the word "sex" in computer generated graphics i guess heh


why the random bringing in of that piece of information? so i can link it to what i wanna talk about.. HOW SEX SELLS..or good looks at least..


why is it that most of the time shows/dramas and what nots, will have good looking leads? and if the leads are not good looking, they eventually will be.. the ONLY show that doesn't have this is wo jiao jing san shun..


and i know a ton of people who were rooting for them to break up cos she was too ugly for him ): why?! why cant the ugly girl get the hot guy? why must the leads be good looking??


cos good looks matter.. they shouldn't, but they do haha..


so should one "conform to the patterns of this world" and attempt to look good the way the world defines it? or just be an "original", be who you wanna be.. yet bear the consequences of possibly being shunned.. <- this ain't an exaggeration, my sister saw how an ugly man failed to get through a job interview, sad huh..





i wanna be with you more than how a proton wants to be with an electron
(how's that for a pick-up line? it's so aww-ish!!)