taggies:

lisa: ok ok half day's fine!! lias with 3maomao.. 16th march k!! (:

huiqian: naonao ps us!! haha, so no card yet.. anyway, US is a holiday trip la.. you think i work 3mths only they''ll send me to US ar?.. haha,i'd have to PAY to work there le if like that lol



it's my 200th post!! *claps claps!!* (:


so anyway, i was on the bus just now and there was this kinda hot girl sitting beside me.. and well the guy sitting opposite us was oogling her like no one's business.. she was obliviously listening to her mp3 or wadever.. and when she bent forward to press the bell, his eyes were just... *shudder*


i wanted to gouge his eyes out.. why are men lecherous?.. they blame it on hormones, but why not blame themselves for the lack of self control? i mean i'm sure if he forced himself to stare out the window instead, he'd soon forget all about the hot thing sitting in front of him..


which reminds me of what cow told me once.. lol.. he said that if he saw a pretty girl in the mrt, he wouldn't find a seat opposite her to look at her, he'd find a seat beside her so he could umm.. touch her? feel her... er, i forgot.. either way it's creepy..


haha enough randomness!!! i'm high on drugs now.. i thought it'd just be a 24 hour flu since i got it so suddenly without any warning.. but it's past 48hrs and still going strong.. ): boo


wellllllls... i was supposed to meet the newly chiseled abs of jiahuang and tzewei today.. LOL chiseled abs my butt, i'd be lucky if tzewei got a tad tanner.. -.- jh had a fever, and ahwei FORGOT HIS DAD'S BDAY!! haha, he had to stay home.. sheesh, so i went dating with bao bao


it was fun though it was just the 2 of us.. haha, I LOVE MY BAOBAO!! she's so huggable.. getting less though, did you lose weight?? haha.. i found my destructive nature was kinda getting out of control.. every shop i went i had to knock something over haha.. the fats are officially in the way of daily movements! how?!?!


anyway, judge me all you want but i'm sticking to it.. i loveeee pop.. haha, it helps me sleep at night.. piano pop, pop rock etc etc.. yeah yeah im a bubblegum girl.. gavin degraw, sara bareilles love em.. anna nalick? oh and jazz, blues, r&b.. corinne bailey rae, michael buble..


oh oh oh jason mraz.. love himmmm... hear his duet with colbie calliet not his best but still like it.. btw, jason mraz has other songs other than i'm yours in case you didn't know *rolls eyes* john mayer? (: in that area la, i love.. sleep has been easier


i think im getting older cos the whole prog rock,alt rock, punk rock, r&r thing aint working anymore.. it hurts my ears.. i needa lay down haha.. rest my old bones.. sing about romeo throwing pebbles and maybe it wont give me a headache..


when i'm pregnant, i'd let my baby listen to classical music LOL!! scientifically proven to improve the baby's brains k.. no harm trying heh heh.. all you losers who dun wanna do it can go suck eggs when your child ain't in the gifted programme!!!


which reminds me.. bao and i walked aimlessly in kiddy palace lol... and we were BROWSING in the baby section.. aww man, the cute clothes, hats, shoes... and real life babies there with their parents.. eh wait leme check... yups, maternity instincts are def kicking in.. (:


i want a baby!!!! i wanna care for it, watch it grow, see it make progress as it matures from a roller to a crawler to a walker to a runner.. i want i want.. ( i realise i've been calling the baby an ït"haha) i wanna look into his eyes and know he is mine to take care of.. i wanna carry him,nurse him... ahh what's happening?!? must be the meds


please ignore this post it is gibberish.. it's almost 2am and i'm on flu medicine, refusing to go to sleep cos i feel like a pig for sleeping for so long.. and because of that, my brain's malfunctioning.. my fingers are typing without any brain activity so uhhhhh... * starts drooling* haha, like patrick (:


sometimes i wonder, is it just the thrill of the chase?..

Don't be afraid to hurt me
It wouldn't be your first
Wounds heal over time
Mine i'll carefully nurse

I'm tired of being tired
Pray, just let me go
Dear winds, take my thoughts
I didn't want to know

Don't waste your time on me
I know how much i'm worth
you've not yet truly seen the world,
seas of people not yet surfed

If you take me, don't break me
I crack under pressure
If you don't want me, throw me
I promise you won't see the tears


anyway, i read in reader's digest that the chance of someone liking you increases by about 40% ( i dunno how they got this statistic..lol) after he/she knows that you like him/her.. in other words, if you confess your feelings to someone, there is a 40% INCREASE in chances that the feeling will be reciprocated. rather than if you just kept quiet..


this is because it is human nature to want to be loved, and when one knows that he's liked by someone, he'll start to like her too, for reasons only hormones would know.. so yes, i would say that it is mere INFATUATION, for love is so much deeper


random? hahaha, i know.. although i'll bet people are gonna wanna try this haha.. 40% increase leh!! even if the reciprocated feeling is only infatuation, at least you got a shot! (: confess your hearts out haha.. er, if you have low willpower to overcome temptations i'd say wait till you're 21 first though (:

very interesting right?.. everyone just wants to be loved... hmm, food for thought haha


anyways.... i guess i better annouce this to everyone, for people like huiqian and tzewei who i'd lose contact with for weeks on end... I AM GOING TO AMERICA!!! woot!!!!! :DDD


thanks to someone i feel kinda selfish and undeserving for going.. but i'm still kinda excited to go.. im a beast i know sigh..


i'm gonna be staying in south carolina although we'd make a 4day stop at orlando.. heee i'm finally gonna get out of SOUTH-EAST asia.. yes, im pathetic i know *frowns*


work has been... a drag, especially after surgery week.. now everything i do seem so boring and meaningless haha.. its a comparison thing oh wells.. plus plus plus.. i'm falling sick.. which is why i'm here blogging instead of being at prayer meeting la..


i have flu and a sore throat.. plus the kind of going-to-have-fever-but-not-quite-there-yet feeling is arising.. i probably got it from my colleague, the air-con environment.. one sick all sick since were breathing each other's air


which reminds me.. my colleague was funny.. cos she was sick and grouchy and she's been doing work the whole day and well, she realised she was doing something wrongly and she shouted at the top of her voice AIYAH D*MN IT LA!!!! lol, everyone looked at her..


but i understand how she feels.. when i'm sick, i'm super irritable too.. ): somebody gimme a panadol!


TAGGIES:

huiqian: GURRLLL!! i have to admit i wanted to send you off but i.. i... OVERSLEPT -.- useless me.. i'll write you a letter once i get the prezzie from danao!! :D

lisa: hey hey are you free on 16th march? as in can you take leave then? cos i have off day then (: it's the day i come back from USA.. we can go settlers with 3mao they all!!

tzewei: sigh AHWEI I MISS YOU!! why you break camp never tell me one?... i didnt even know you were out.. so you become tan and buff already or not?!? (:


Don’t waste your time or time will waste you

well, just came home from Day 1 of surgery exposure.. i learnt alot, saw alot.. saw WAYYY alot.. umm, i dunno if it was innocence or stupidity, but i never knew people went into surgical theaters.... naked


): imagine my shock when the patient got wheeled in and they started taking all the layers of blankets of HIM.. i didnt recoil at his wounds (one of his legs just got amputated from the knee down and the other had some steel bars sticking out of it, acting as support for the bones) i recoiled at something else..


it was horrifying.. i wanted to hide in the arms of the doctor and start sobbing or something.. brought back terrifying memories.. which reminds me, i used to be closer to justin and yeehong.. haha, wad happened? hmm


roar, i hope i don't get nightmares tonight..


anyway, there was this other patient's surgery i witnessed and i was too engrossed in watching everything i forgot to ask wad happened to her.. umm, she like had a hole in her abdomen man.. anyway, she's fat.. and well, i could see it.. the layers of fat accumulated under the skin of her abdomen..


sick sick sick, it was so sick.. it made me wanna lose weight haha.. it looked like raw pork really..


im not squeamish at blood (thank goodness for that) but uh.. being a surgeon takes guts man.. guts that i dun have haha.. being a GP is fine by me (:


tomorrow's another surgery day.. i hope all the patients i get to witness are females.. please please please be females..


anyway, i wanna make a public apology to weiyan, anathan and xavier.. oh and ada.. ): still feel guilty for not lunching with them when they came all the way down to.. i had a meeting to attend so i couldn't.. having a job eats away precious time.. that's what i hate the most about it..


i miss hanging out with them.. it feels like it has been such a long long time.. :


i wanna go out with 3mao they all too!! the original settlers gang.. :(


and then there's still the cell.. i wish i had 40 hours a day..

taggies:

darius: asian as in you is it??? haha, sorry i am not interested anymore!! you lost your chance!! who ask you dun wanna let me hug you sigh..

decanter: hey hey... call me filter ya

huiqian: YES!! i got it le.. my fave picture is that of the scary movie mask thing.. LOL! it's like super cute la!!

sarahchin: erm hey! errrrrrrr im a true blue singaporean!!

phew!! i am very free now... cos i have to wait for my colleague to finish her work then we can go on to do another assignment.. hmm, she's taking a long long time!! since like 2? yes, i have been msn-ing and blog hopping for over an hour!! (: i got $6 for doing that.. hee


i have nothing much to say though.. except that if i ever become a doctor, i wanna specialise in cardio (heart) .. cos, the 2 HOT ANGMOH DOCTORS ARE CARDIOLOGISTS!! haha.. i went to other wards like oncology (cancer) and renal (kidney) but all the other transfered swedish/swiss doctors are the old, balding or fat kind.. haha


oh wells, just had lunch with ada and she makes me jealous!! she told me about her great working environment.. she has a great boss (who's christian) and funny colleagues!! i have.. a witch for a boss who calls herself a christian but is OBVIOUSLY from some cult (i am not kidding here) and my collegues are all always busy.. i could count the number of words i say to them each day with 2 hands..


*pouts* ok, the grass is always greener on the other side i guess.. pple hate me cos i get to witness surgery next week.. i have to admit that thrills me.. whoo i can feel my bones shivering..


i think that my blog is boring.. don't you?? haha, i wonder why you keep reading though.. you must really have nothing better to do.. HOWEVER, if you have a suggestion on how to spice this blog up (wow i speak like an italian) go tell me!! ciao for now!!

ok well, since there is such a high demand for my posts... i shall comply


so anyway.. yes, im still at work.. my powers of multi- tasking are once again rearing it's ugly head.. haha, i may not be doing work NOW, but i have been.. trust me, i am responsible hohoho


work has been.... GREAT!! especially today... wanna know why?? cos cos cos!! NUH is hacing some exchange program thing with a swedish hospital i think.. or is it switzerland? not the point.. the point is... THERE ARE HOT ANG-MOH DOCTORS ROAMING AROUND THE HOSPITAL ALL DAY!! whee ~


and yes they are sizzling H-O-T.. sigh, i know i am totally degrading myself right now.. but i just have to tell the world!! so anyway, i was in the wards, conducting my survey (more on that later) and in walked this w-o-w doctor.. it's like there's wind wherever he walks or something la.. hee


i started oogling, i mean where do you get the chance to see smart AND hot GUYS? girls- many, but guys-sheesh... ok, i was thinking to myself that it couldn't get any better than this.. well i was wrong.. out of nowhere, this EVEN HOTTER doctor strolled in.. oh gosh he was BUFF la.. the first one had great features and stuff but this guy had a good bod too!!


sigh, im getting carried away.. i sound bimbotic i know.. i'll never hear the end of this from ana i know lol.. i just have to say that it was like looking at McDreamy and McSteamy (grey's anatomy fans only) sighh.... it's been a good day heehee


right, about the survey thing.. i am totally HEADING a project now.. SHEESH!! they probably saw all the potential that was oozing out of me and decided to dump me stuff that regular staff do, forgetting im only an 18 year old 3mth temp staff.. i dunno if i should be happy or sad.. cos it's really stressful, i have to attend meetings and stuff and actually give suggestions to the projects etc.. but i guess it's good experience


oh oh oh... one more thing.. next week, im scheduled to observe at an actual surgery!!! WHEE!! they are treating me like an intern, which is kinda great.. i can totally foresee my portfolio being boosted cos of this.. but i honestly think i should get a pay raise if they want me to continue doing what im doing.. it's way too much for $6/hr ): it's all about the benjamins babeh


i have one more thing to say.. i HATE my bos.. ): she's a meanie.. i friggin blow dry my hair everyday but she still says it's messy.. she asked me to BUN it all up?! so i kinda did la, it a more teenage way.. and she STILL SAYS IT'S MESSY?! i either have to shave my head or rebond my hair.. (which is wad all my other colleagues have done.. yes, ALL) i will not succumb to her!!!


her hair is like so heavily hair-sprayed that when a gale blows, it is still unmoved!! yes, i am being serious.. i'll bet it is as hard as a rock.. sheesh, some people should realise when things are being over-done... i'm gonna try throwing stuff at her hair tmr to see if she'll notice.. hee hee


i'll start with something small ike stapler bullets, then move up the charts to something bigger.. like an elephant.. ok gtg bye