TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY!! less than 24 hours and i'll be off... flying to THAILAND!! cool cool...
people/things i will miss:
- my family (umm, maybe not my sisters... lol)
- my school friends ( no funky funny people in my life for 10 days)
- the remaining cell ( TAKE CARE GUYS!!)
- all my stuff toys ( so sorry i can't bring u guys over there with me)
- the computer ( no more blogging or online games)
- clean and FLUSHABLE toilets

that's about it i guess... but still, can't wait to go... WHOO!!! gotta pack my bag soon man.. i just keep putting it off... going over to giana's house later... kope her songs so my mp3 will be fully loaded for the long trips im gonna have to take once im there... and we're gonna talk and talk about everything i bet... haha... ok, gotta go get ready.. PEACE OUT!!

p/s: this is the last blog im gonna make for the next 10 days... so please enjoy!!
p/p/s: why do i always talk as if ALOT of people know about this blog when actually only 3 people do?
p/p/p/s: gotta stop post scripting so much, im weird...

BYE!!

sometimes i feel that life really is a korean drama... everything is so complicated, entwined and tangled into one big fat mess... feelings get hurt, backs get stabbed... i feel horrible... BUT!! i shall not allow myself to think of the terrible disaster that has befallen unto me, and i shall look to GOD and the MISSION TRIP!! ** God please help me to be able to do that** ok, we'll be leaving in like 2 days!! and i haven't packed my bag yet... cool!.. i seriously can't wait to go, man, the excitment is so intense, i can't contain it!! can't wait to see GOD's power and see people flooding in to want to know Christ, the one true savior! oh, but there is one small problem!! yesterday, my mom wanted me to cut my hair... i said ok, but thin it only, dun cut short... but when we reach there, she told the darn woman to cut my hair short!! and the stupid woman cut away happily, my fringe she also cut... i was totally oblivious to everything cos firstly, i was really tired and sleepy le, so i was sort of dozing off in the chair... and secondly, with my degree of 900 in each eye, once i took off my specs i was blind... couldn't see what the woman was doing at all... once i wore my specs, i gasped... i exclaimed LOUDLY, forgetting that i was in a public place, " WHY SO SHORT!! I SAY I WANNA THIN IT ONLY WHAT!! HOW TO TIE HAIR LIKE THAT?! WHAT"S WITH THE FRINGE!! IT'S ONE WHOLE FINGER ABOVE MY EYEBROWS LA!!" then my mom paid and pulled me out before there was bloodshed... i am so upset right now!! i honestly feel like fainting everytime i look into the mirror... and i am not exaggerating at all... remember the previous haircut that forced me into wearing a hairband? it's worse than that cos my fringe is non existent... BAHH!!! i hate crappy hair...

feeling much better already... just cough and flu now... thank GOD!! lol, hectic day today.. in the morning rushed to malaysia to EAT and do some stuff la, cannot say... secret... anyway, had to rush back for core meeting... during that time, i wanted to pull my hair out.. poor giana, i wish u all the best having that piece of crap in the same mission trip team as u... dunno y, must be of some bleeding problems, that i find my hatred for him growing... lol... must pray for change of mindset... haha... he just gets on my nerves man... if u dunno who im talking about, forget it... so anyway, the meeting was so unproductive due to that certain crap, i was irritated.. so just chim cai plan everything.. and had to rush to church for leaders' meeting, since lisa cant go... it was, fun... was fasting before that, and cos of all the rushing, i didnt get to eat.. SO HUNGRY... hten after the meeting, went to have supper with shiong gor gor, nana, andrew, hanyang, joys and gideon... ate, got fat, came home, blogged... gonna do the pae admission thing now... hope can go SAJC!! lol... see? so hectic... ok bye!! inspector troy, u should be honored u can read this now ok...

came home from mission trip training today... SO TIRED!~ but im happy... haha... fun team i have i guess... hey hey, please keep me in prayer ok... when i reached home, i vomitted, dunno y... too full? or the uncle put poison in the pataya... and now i have a sore throat plus cough... so it really hurts cos i HAVE to cough but when i cough it hurts real bad... and i have flu... BAHH!! what a time to fall sick! when justin is the first aid guy in the team... i dun want!! hmm, but i guess justin is a nice guy... lol... he was the only one willing to help me carry the HUGE straw board home when i didn't want to... my dear BROTHER didn't even want to help.. lol... maomao leh?! did nothing as well, how to lose weight like that?! dun even wanna carry some small thing... but anyway, had fun la... i can't wait to go for another meeting, can WATCH people do skits... (lisa, here's a tiny hint *wink wink*)... gosh... gotta go sleep soon... can feel a fever coming.. AH!! bye peeps...

IT'S ALL OVER!!! hohoho... after 3 arduous and painful weeks... IM FREE!!! lalalala.... i wanna sing!.. i wanna dance!.. i wanna shout out loud!.. ok... maybe not dance... anyway... this shall be the last update of O levels... since im done with it!! ok, after amaths paper 1 was geog paper 1... umm... it was alright... nothing to say... just pray that i'll do well... then, amaths paper 2! HURRAY!! it was easy... i guess my brain un-clogged... i was back in top form! finishing the 2 hour paper in 1 hour... so happy... heh heh... then... CHEM!! my last paper... honestly, i didn't study much of chem... i didn't even touch organic chem!! one of the biggest chapters... but u know, yesterday all i could think of was how to spend my tuime after Os, HOW TO STUDY?! so i just sui bian sui bian do chem lo... hope i won't get a C, that's all i'm, asking. though abit hard la... through out the paper i was smiling to myself, thinking how great it was that i'm actually doing the LAST paper... haha... i can't even remember what questions were in there... BUT i do remember this... ARGH!! when i was doing the paper, suddenly, a big bee flew near my ear, like almost going in... i wanted to scream, but HOW DO U SCREAM IN THE EXAM HALL!! so i just waved my hands and shook my head vigorously in an attempt to chase the bee away... and u know what?! i heard laughter behind me... oh man... stupid bee... after the exam my friend who was behind me and was the one laughing went around telling everyone how a bee attacked me... lol... haii... but nvm... COS I"M FREE!!! jia you lisa... heh heh... \(^o^)/

ps: i enlarged the font, since it's hard on the eyes to look at small font

only one word describes me now.... TIRED... absolutely positively exhausted... with only 2 more days to go, i really shouldn't be complaining... especially since dear lisa is suffering right now... tsk tsk... but anyway, i can't help feeling tired... i need more tea!! when i study, nothing seems to go in... and i would often just slump in front of the TV, exasperated... it's so frustrating, the feeling of saturation... my usually spongey ( as in absorbsive) brain is used up... ARGH!! anyway, just finished my amaths paper 1... i would very much like to say it's easy beyond belief, cos that's what all my friends are saying... but i didn't feel so... maybe it's cos i was so tired... had trouble keeping my eyes open!! and... i forgot how to differentiate fractions!! lol... i stared at the question... wanted to cry le... amaths is supposed to be one of my best subjects!! i prayed... boy did i pray... and POP!! i remembered!! hahahahahaha... amazing huh... but anyway, i think i had a few more other mistakes that i could have avoided if i was more alert... but i still thank God for the help with the differentiation... just hope that the rest of Singapore suddenly had brain drain and i can still manage an A1... right now, my only comfort is to remind myself that in 2 days, i would be free... free from studies FOREVER!!!( ok, for at least 1 and a half month) and also... MISSION TRIP!! justin and yee hong gave me a little "preview" of what life with them would be like for those 10 days... lemme just say it ain't pretty... they were so irritating, and noisy... and justin actually said i was lucky to get them in the team... i was like WHAT!! r u joking.. lol... but i guess it'll be fun with them around.. and of cos there's pip the mao mao... hohoho... and lisa!! anyway, i guess u'll be reading this... so LISA!! JIAYOU!!! it'll all be over soon...
\(^o^)/ <-- aint it cute?! it'll be my logo... haha

yoyoyo... 2nd update on my Os... english was... alright la... my brain somehow was a little clogged up, like there was no inspiration at all... i stared at the compo questions for so long!! i anyhow pick one, then i write halfway, got stuck, dunno how to continue... so i just crushed the paper and decided to do section B 1st... lo and behold!! it was report, the one thing i didn't study for.. studied formal and informal letters, speeches everything but report... boo... i hope i wrote ok... anyway, i finished it and went back to the dreadful compo... finally settled on the last question... which is "do u think u need the long school vacation? how do u spend your December holidays?" haha... i wrote about mission trip!! so happy as i wrote, cos i was so excited for it... MISSION TRIP ROCKS!!! hohoho... anyway, can't say i'm happy with the essays, cos i know i could have done better, but nvm la... english paper 2 was rather easy, hopefully it can pull up my score... i want an A2!! the next day, i had bio... AND GEOG!! the 2 most energy and brain draining papers together... bio was ok la, not as easy as i wanted it to be, but on the whole, A1 is not out of reach lo, so must keep praying... by the time the geog paper started, i already had a headache, felt so drained... and somemore it was raining so super heavily!! i was cold, tired and in pain... and honestly, the paper was kinda weird... the mark allocations had some problems lo, like they give 5 whole marks for describing a photo which only had this rocky ground... i really didn't know what to write... lol... by the end of that day, i was so tired i slept for more than 10 hrs... since the next day, which is today, is emaths paper 2 and it starts at 2.30... well, emaths paper 2 wasn't as easy as i thought it would be... complacent!! tsk tsk... but i think it's still under the easy catagory... though i lose 3 marks le, due to pure carelessness... tml is saturday.. i am soooo glad... can rest and slack le!!

I'M UPDATING!! amazing huh...
anyway, no more rapping or wadeva for me, ain't my thang
okok.... here's an update on my O levels so far... 1st paper was chinese, went in to the hall without even a tinge of worry... y? not cos i studied so much and was confident, it's cos i didn't really care... honestly, i mean it's CHINESE!! kk, next is lit elective... wow! it was amazing!! none of the teachers' "PREDICTIONS" came true at all... at least i didn't spend alot of time on lit, unlike my poor friends who spent so much effort on it only to see a totally unfamiliar question staring back at them... next up... MATHS!! whoohoo... i loved it... the 1st question was:
3+ 2(4-5) =?? oh man... i did that in primary school?! so i was happy... heh heh, very happy... although i did have 1 careless mistake-locus, forgot to round off the corner... o well... 1 mark? nvm... and then it was SS... gotta say, i'm grateful to LOPEZ for teaching me the skills and stuff... but i think i failed him... cos i couldn't finish the paper!! but i'm alright, since lit elective is already #$!@%&^, so i'm not gonna beat myself up... i'm gonna take my english paper tml... i really really hope it's managable... i wanna do well for english, since it's compulsory for L1R5 and all... anyway, just wanna say: THANK YOU FOR ALL WHO HAVE KEPT ME IN PRAYER!! appreciate it, really... and THANK YOU GOD!! for really blessing this little girl... ^.^