darius: haha, yes i do OOGLE at you all day long every saturday.. (: your wish has been fulfilled haha!!

decanter: could you please tell me wat decanter means?! lol, yes yes i've seen it.. i've seen the light!!

lisa: haha (: touched right? there's more to come... *smiles evily*



WHEE!!! actually i have nothing much to blog.. just excited that..... IT IS THE FIRST TIME I'M USING THE COMPANY'S COMPUTER TO BLOG!!! whee.. everyone, you can start applauding.. (:


yes... it's not my fault for slacking honestly!! well you see, my boss took half day off.. my colleagueS are either on course or took leave too.. i'm the only one left in my dept still in the office.. the work they delegated to me have long been done (seeing that i am so efficient and all) so ya (:


hahaha.. actually im quite bored la lol.. slacked the whole day le.. since lunch time i have done nothing but blog hop, blog and surf facebook.. lol, ok i did do some work la oh well, i realise im rambling..


so anyway, final count for angpow money is pathetic beyond imagination.. dun piss me off by asking me for my "harvest".. im warning you.. my only hope now is that the people around me collect ALOT ALOT and are in great moods so they'll be willing to splurge on me.. (: *wink wink*


haha i am shameless... ): which brings me to what i really wanna say..... i think i am too mean!! argh.. haha


all these years bao and nao they all have been trying to tell me to change.. but but...... haha, i have been too stubborn ): ppl say that i am mean!! gosh can you believe that?? me? sweet little innocent me?!? but i get what they mean la.. haha


i guess i'll have to leave the "speak in honesty" policy to those ppl who know and love me only.. cos pple who dun know me cant appreciate the humour i bring to pple's lives.. *sulk*


yes, i am SULKING!! pouting like a baby.. cos pple say i mean!!! i am so bothered by this.. haha.. sigh LOVE ME PEOPLE!!


now i sound like a psychotic maniac.. umm, ignore that.. *grins* i am a very nice person.. believe it!! haha.. YES, I KNOW I AM RAMBLING ON AGAIN.. i've been sitting in front of a computer screen doing practically nothing for the past 4 hours..have mercy..


all those who love my sacarstic humour say "AYE!!"

huiqian: WHEE!! i had fun today did you?? haha, i love L2 gang!!!!!!! is jiahuang botak? haha

ana: oi oi oi!! you know you wanna teach me lo!! shou wo zhuo tu di ba!! dun be like ip man when he refused disciples!! must spread the joy leh!!


ok so anyway, HAPPY CNY EVERYBODY!!


whew today was a rush rush rush day!! we must attempt to make it an annual tradition k?? went visiting all the L2 pple's house this morn la!! early morning ok!! i am such a disciplined person!! so anyway, today just proves that it is the company that matters and not what you do.. i throughly enjoyed myself!! did you?? (:



well, it's been a week since i started working and i'm like tired ALL THE TIME now.. plus i have no time for pple who wanna date me.. ): but i just have to focus on the money and suck it up!! haha, i am so not money-faced please!! this is called finding your motivation



i would like to say this though.. i think it is very unfair that there are many more pretty girls in s'pore than handsome guys.. in my office alone... there are 2 really pretty girls and most are above average.. there is, however... 1 balding guy, 2 fat guys and 1 REALLY fat guy



):



i wanna oogle like the guys do too!!! oh gosh, thank goodness no one reads this stupid blog la haha, im totally embarrassing myself.. i have nothing much to say, my life is boring..


i wanna say that I LOVE LISA LIM SU CHEN though!! yep, im proclaiming it to the heavens!! you better rmb it (:


anyway, dun you think webdins is so cute?? LOL!! lemme randomly type pictures than carry no meaning at all to end my blog off!!!


if you can read this you have spent 2mins of your life reading nothing! but i would just like to say that i can't wait for friday!!

replies:...

junjie: ya i know right?! haha, her parents are pastors you know.. lol

decanter: u know i never knew wad decanter meant?.. so anyway, WHO CARES WHAT YOU SUPPORT HUH?!? *sulks*

shun: WHEE!! i missed ya.. ok maybe not so much anymore.. after the endless insuts haha.. how dare you join forces with weiqiang to work against me?!?


lisa: i know right.. it's all in the past now...... *flashback* :(



i'm blogging about my life!!! everyone come read.. :) you, yes you!! come here!! you vbetter sit down and read this blog entry OR ELSEEE


so anyway, umm.. the dying hair experience was.. one of a kind? haha.. my hair is still black.. BUT if you take my head and place it under INTENSE sunlight and squint really hard, you'll see a dash of brown :)


HAHA, huiqian was so afraid of screwing up that she bought a colour that's extremely close to black... umm a little too close.. haha BUT WE HAD FUN!! that's all that matters la..


sitting in the lot 1 foodcourt just talking absolute crap with ahwei bao and noeleen.. sigh i miss those days.. i miss playing the "guess the pokemon" game in class.. i miss laughing at the alarming number of weird pple we knew.. i miss everything about L2


you know, im going to be 19 soon.. and i feel 19.. i know many pple don't recognise me as a 19 year old.. but i am.. i think like one, (ok not necessarily act like one) and i feel like one.. aiyah, dunno how to explain la.. cannot divulge too much of my personal life you know.. afterall, I AM AN ALIEN OF THE WORLD!! *wink wink*


just finished a jamming session with my sisters.. WE TOTALLY ROCK!! except for the fact that i need some bass lessons?!? caveman!! put yourself to some good use lehh.. haha, ok no.. i mean dear sweet ana, pls pls pls spare me some of your precious time!! i really wanna learn bass.. like it's a NEED.. my sisters are serious about recording stuff you know.. and we are good, i PROMISE..


ok, i gotta turn in now.. i got WORK tmr.. heh heh.. real work.. IN YOUR FACE JOBLESS LOSERS!! ok la.. i know it;s hard to find a job.. work harder!! can find one!! meanwhile, lemme bask in the joys of working life before you do.. :D


psst lisa.. i know you are scratching your head in awe at wad i just said haha.. but i do believe there is joy in working life!! like the money perhaps? :)

well.. thanks to facebook. lisa has successfully made me nostalgic.. when acts 1 was acts 1.. i dunno how to say this.. im not hating the current acts1 in anyway, but there was something different in the past.. did our culture change? our relationships changed? i can't put a finger to it.. but i do miss it.. i really do


i miss sherry, christine, yanshan, tsueyshan, cheewai.. i really really miss esther.. and kirby, oh gosh.. i just wanna go knock on kirby's door then give him a hug and dash off before his dad sees me..


anyway, as co-founder of www.canvas-shoe.blogspot.com, (yes weihao, im totally claiming myself as co-founder) i have to say watt's doing a pretty good job of keeping it up.. blogging almost eveyday with actual FEATURES.. so anyway, learnt from him that katy perry used to be a gospel singer?? and now she's singing about kissing a girl and liking it.. hmmmm


i feel like im in a very rambling mood today.. so i shall ramble.. not happy is it?!? then dun read la!! (realises im talking to nobody... shyly retreats into shell)


haha, so anyway.. DID YOU WATCH THE MAN UTD AND CHELSEA MATCH?!? pissed pissed pissed that man utd won.. was hoping for a draw cos i totally hate man utd, but if chelsea won, they would inch towards liverpool more.. but in hindside, if i cheered for chelsea with more vigour, freaking drogba could have heard me and played some actual football.. i would much rather chelsea be second to liverpool than man utd..


why do i hate man utd you ask me?? well, for one they are mostly made up of stuck-up and concieted players.. who are by the way a BUNCH OF HOOLIGANS!! they always get into fights for some reason.. be gentlemen pple!! like riera :)


and mr christiano ronaldo just makes everything worse.. i mean, he has some skills sure.. but, sigh.. u know wad im talking about.. in the chelsea match he like kept RUNNING INTO pple.. wad's up with that?!


okok, i know my usual readers are bored by now.. so let's talk about some giggly girl stuff!!


like... how my hair is gonna be stripped of it's virginity soon!!! all my life i've never dyed, rebonded, permed yada yada yada my hair at all.. and soon, i'm gonna do it!! some may say i should totally go to the professionals for my hair's FIRST TIME... but im putting my trust in the hands of mere mortals!! what a shock


huiqian, does this put pressure on you?? my hair better turn out perfect i tell you.. *snarls*


eh......... that's about it.. without esther, i have very little giggly girl stuff going on in my life..


ok so anyway, back to randomness.. i kinda hate my new computer?.. the keyboard is so hard to use im typing at the speed of light.. NOT! sigh, plus the sound system is screwed up.. i can't hear nutin' !!


umm.. oh ya, well my sister didn't really get her desired o level results either.. just like many others i know.. but she's satying strong!! she's gonna appeal to SAJC, it's her dream school.. really must pray for her.. well, we realised that every single one of us in the family had to appeal to get into our desired schools.. it's like a family thing haha!! and God hasn't failed us, not once!! have faith pple!!


umm, i guess ima gonna end this? real abrupt huh.. but so what?! that's the way i like it!! if you got a problem, go find youself another favourite blog!!! *again.. forgets that there is no one here... slicks back into the dark corners of the cave i dwell in*

REPLIES!!

estherLYN: OI OI OI!!! far from 60 lo pls!! once i reach 60 i can't touch darius anymore haha!! he set this stupid rule.. so im gonna stay away from it.. AHH!! miss you so much too.. i miss you so much it's not even funny... *killer stare*

darius: yes darius.. pokey pokey.. but dun worry, i'll work them off soon!!! i promise.. haha

huiqian: YOU NEW MOON STEALER still dare to say huh.. nvm, i'll catch up soon haha.. anyway you're right.. im changing status now.. hur hur

bao: 1 sec hug was all you gave me?!? so unfair.. and it was like a half hug, not a full one somemore.. you should totally sacrifice yourself more often ok.. for my pleasure :)



wowee!! i just got a new computer.. before you start thinking im some rich kid, it's free!! that's the beauty of it.. :) im still looking for a sponsor for a free laptop, any takers?? haha


anyway, i just got a call from the recruitment agency.. hopefully the agent is competent enough to get me a job, AND FAST!! weiyan keeps pestering me to join him in his low paying job at macs.. eew


my life has been just about as interesting as drying paint.. although i did just come back from a chalet that i had with my family.. we went bowling and i got a score of 123.. not bad huh, not my record though.. i wanna break the 134 record that i had.. hmm..


ok, like i said, my life is boring.. very boring.. so there isn't much for me to say haha.. but i do wanna say one last thing before i go eat my dinner.. (yes it's dinner.. not eating excessively or anything.. )


to all who took their o level results today, whether good or bad.. as long as you did your best, í am so proud of you.. sometimes things just don't go the way we want it to, but just remember that God has a plan for you and whatever school or course you end up in, God is with you..


i've been through the motion of worrying so much i had gastic problems.. i've been through the motion of waiting for the results of my appeal, with day after day passing by and- nothing.. i've been through the whole trusting God whatever happens thing.. and yes it may seem hard to have faith in God now, but just learn to let go..


cos God will bring you through it.. and when you look back later, you'll realise all your sadness was for nothing.. ok? :)

taggies!!

lisa: ooo 10k? ok i want.. like honestly.. for a moment i thought u wanted me to run the 42k one.. i was afraid to click on the link man.. AHHAHA

giana: haha ok thanks!! i'll try.. i'm trying everything now la!! I WILL GET A JOB!!! :))

adrian: oi oi oi.. u think i so no skill like u ar huh?? i will get a job one lo pls.. so sorry, i can't be your colleague.. anyway, macs food doesn't entice me at all!! all the oil.............


ok, now i have like another reason to desperately seek for a job.. cos i have officially finished my new year shopping.. i got new clothes, new shoes, new accessories and a new bag (ana would be pleased to hear this, he hates my bag.. and so do i..)


yep, spending future money is never a good thing.. i have listened and learnt from pastor song ok.. so i just kept comforting myself with the $200 i got from the govt, and encouraging myself to get a kickass job that would pay $5000 an hour!!! whoo!!!


so anyway, last night's sleepover was high-larious.. i miss my baobao though!! BAO!! i wanna squeeze you!! ok so basically we tried to do an overnight mahjong thing.. haha, we caved, i mean i caved.. i started becoming slightly maniacal..


you know how you can get so sleepy until you get uncontrollable urges to laugh hysterically?? WHAT?! what do you mean you don't know what i'm talking about?! everyone gets that right?? what do you mean i'm the only crazy one?? HUH?!?


ok ya so anyway, first came the drowsiness, where i just became stony and quiet.. then came the urges........ to laugh man, what were you thinking of you pervert!! so i basically became a kinda creepy lunatic.. then we decided to watch some chick flick (my FAVE) to attempt to re-awaken ourselves.. but jessica simpson was so not a good enough actress and i knocked out.. haha, so much for overnight.. i think i only lasted till 4?


oh well, was glad to have spent more time with tzewei and jiahuang.. jiahuang's entering NS in 3 days!! i will soon have no more guy friends to hang out with during my jobless days!! sighh, oh well.. just glad it ain't me that needs to enter NS.. :D


ok just started on new moon.. and i just read the part where edward left.. saddened :( i keep seeing those melodramatic tortured love stories everywhere.. isn't love supposed to be blissful?? it should totally be easy to love, no? ok so maybe not.. just don't burst my bubble.. i like to think blissful no-drama love exists.. :)


ok, i think im gonna sleep now.. am kinda rambling.. it's a wonder i actually get readers.. hohoho

well it's almost the third day of the new year and.......... im not happy!!


everyone i know seems to be real excited about the new year, ok skipping the fact that school is starting/has started for them, they are all welcoming the new year with open arms!! that pisses me off... i'm the grinch of the new year..


ask me why!!! ask me why i'm not happy!!


*chorus of WHYs*


ok, i shall tell u why!!


firstly, i can't seem to find a job!! ppl have the misconception that im lazy and CHOOSE to laze around doing nothing all day.. THAT IS NOT TRUE!!! i've sent in my resume to this job-seeking company (they are apparently not very good cos guess wad, IM STILL JOBLESS!!) i've ADVERTISED for tution kids ( ok,on my blog that has an average of 0.8 readers per day) i've requested for help from my friends.. i've requested for help from my ex-teachers.. NOTHING!!!


i guess im pretty unwanted... ): i need the cash ppl!! helpppp meeeeeee.. notice is need, not want the cash ok..


secondly, i still dunno wad i wanna do in uni.. not a single clue.. honestly.. it's not like i've not been seeking God about it.. i have and still am!! but once again NOTHING!!! wad am i supposed to do huh?!?! wait somemore HUH?!?! TELL ME!!! HUH?!??!
ok i'll wait....


thirdly, it's gonna be chinese new year soon.. my most dreaded holiday.. u know why? cos i have extremely nosy and inappropraite/annoying/tactless relatives... that means, i GOTTA have:
- a job by CNY or they will judge me and label me as a lazy loser
- a smaller body (meaning lose weight, alot of weight) or they'll be poky poky at my fats and comment AGAIN
- new clothes and shoes, a hassle to get honestly.. oh well..


fourthly, i feel old.. it's a weird feeling.. i dunno why i feel like that but i do.. haha, one of life's unexplainable mysteries i guess..


see?? im not in a very HAPPYnewyear mood.. my poor darius is down with chicken pox!! darn.. i need him!!.. grrr... u know wad would make me feel better? some chocolate.... but i can't have that why?? cos of the third reason for hating the new year, plus it's my first resolution!!! sigh..

i miss 2008 haha

okok, but ima gonna look ahead... look forward to a better tomorrow!! (wow, i can totally compose cheesy chinese songs la..)