ok, im here blogging using tzewei's laptop.. in the jurong library, and yes, im supposed to be mugging with him but im not.. SO SUE ME!!.. ): no mood la now.. but when im on a roll i can do 10 hours worth of effective and constructive mugging STRAIGHT.. it happens.. rarely, very rarely.. but it happens.. oh well, today's not that day.. we'll see how things goes..

i pretty much figured i can scrape through promos and keep my 4H2 if i really buckle down and get to business.. so pray for me ya peeps? i'll need it.. *sigh* since im in the library, i shall go scout for tess gerritsen's new book, ok maybe not so new le, but ya.. i miss reading her books.. gonna take some time off during sept hols to read.. gotta learnt to relax a little.. not like tzewei, he tell me how much he mugs and it's ALOT!!.. like seriously.. he say after visiting bp on teacher's day he wanna go home and mug.. that's CRAZY LA!!...):

oh, speaking of teacher's day.. FINALLY!!.. i miss bp sooooo much.. *sorry qian for rubbing this in your face...* lol.. can finally see taytay and his sweating tehteh.. LOL a pun!! i made a pun!! sigh.. zi high now as tzewei mugs.. im such a failure.. haha.. okok, i can hear the nagging coming from my tiny brain..

brain: sarah, stop blaming my minute size for your stupidity!
me: fine fine.. i'll get back to studying soon ya.. just stay in your little corner, i'll come use u later..
brain: good.. oh, i better start exercising now or i wont be able to handle the JC syllabus.. *starts doing push ups..* 1! 2! 3!...
me: ok brain.. let's go!! we'll start mugging now..
brain: ................................no response...............................................
me: brain?? brain?!?!..... hello???
brain:...................................still no response.....................................
me: i cant believe brain died after 3 push ups.. darn!!.. boo tiny brain!! i boo u.. ): *sulk*

CONGRATULATIONS!! it's my blog's 100th entry!!.. *claps claps..*

thanks so much lisa, qian and ahwei.. really cheered me up la.. this last week of the 3rd term i thought i can pia all my homework so i can start revicion in the holidays but NOO... pw had to ruin it all.. now it's eating away all my time.. i cant even do my tutorials now (which are badly overdue la..) darn.. today supposed to finish 2 whole maths tutorials and it's quite do-able one.. but stupid pw made me have to go home and use the comp and rush out everything.. ARGH!!

i had to pang seh ahwei la because of that.. IM SO SORRY AHWEI!!! this is the second time pw made me pang seh him le.. ahh... feel so so guilty la.. i was looking forward to mugging with him some more lo.. sigh... sept hols we have mugging sessions ok? i'll make it up to u de.. ermm... i'll buy u a huge bday present.. ):

anyway, after 4 ardous hours of pw.. yes, 4 HOURS!!.. me and michelle finshed it.. phew.. but i still have a small portion to edit la.. but im not gonna do it today.. brain drain.. by the way i found out my brain didnt abandoned me, it just shrank.. ): lol.. k yall.. think im gonna rush out some maths and see how much i can accomplish.. let's go brain!! *pinches brain up from the floor carefully with only my thumb and index finger, then insert it into head through ear..*

sigh... tiny tiny brain and me............

im struggling to catch my breath.. just one breath is all i ask for.. but yet i can't grasp it.. fatigue is setting in.. i feel every part of my body telling me to stop.. but i cant, i really cant..... i cant afford to stop for a rest.. my brain is rebelling against me.. it simply refuses to do any more work.. i push and i push, commanding it to obey, but it has reached it's limit.. y is it's limit so small?! i ask myself that question..

since stuffing info into my tiny brain dun work, i try retriving past info to do my tutorials.. but all i draw is blanks.. banging my head on the table doesnt help.. my brain is dead.. i knock my head lightly and i can hear a faint hollow sound.. has my brain abandoned me?

i feel like crying.. i want to give up.. maybe i'm not NJ material.. maybe i really do need one more year than everyone else.. with 5 weeks left to promos, i doubt i'll make it..

dear Lord, i pray that u help me in my times of need.. without u i cannot do anything.. i pray for your wisdom and your strength in my life.. i need u in my life.. i really do..
BE WITH ME....

i've been mia for quite long huh.. actually i posted not too long ago but my lousy comp hanged and so it didnt get posted up.. but anyway, on wed there was this blood donation talk and though i wasn't really listening cos i had a horrible throbbing headache that attcked every single part of my brain and made me feel like my brain was going to burst out of my head through my eyes and nostrils and ears.....................

what was i talking about again??

oh rite.. blood donation.. it was really quite interesting.. i dun even know what my blood group is.. but donating blood seems fun.. i mean beneficial.. (: but seeing the scary blue black photos on noeleen's blog made me hesitant.. and needles?... *shudder* but can save so many lives.. hmm.. should i go?? urgh.. prob not.. i dun think im healthy enough.. LOL.. too much fats clogging up my arteries still wanna give blood!??! lol..

okok, i gtg.. still got pw to do.. *sulk* at least i got good evaluation points for my eom.. *happy*.. gotta work on GI though, im so not creative.. ): see ya peeps..

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!

lol.. got a message from huiqian today.. she misses singapore.. and i just told my sis i wanna migrate la.. lol.. not that i dun love singapore.. i do, it's great.. but there are places that are GREATER.. haha.. but my dream will never come true.. no money.. and do u think i got the brains to get a scholorship?!? lemme scoff at myself.. *besides i think i mis-spelt scholorship... *

anyway, at NDC in school.. there was an indian dance performance and i immediately thought of qian again.. lol.. and her body waves.. sigh....... and the retarded nao with her half baked body shiver? lol.. and tzewei with his xuan zuan tiao yue.. good time good times.. lol

sigh, u know what i heard?! they're gonna cancel pw next year!! i dunno to be happy or sad.. sure, the future kids will be spared the horrible fate, but its so unfair... *sulk*.. lol.. oh well.. pw's driving me nuts la.. EOM makes me EMO.. as zixin puts it.. my eom is gonna suck and the WR first draft must hand in on monday le.. so fast la.. siao.. but anyway, the pw meeting was brain draining but it wasnt very bad.. im getting to know miaoqun and zixin better.. and mq is actually really nice la.. when yl sorta complain and say michelle never do what she's supposed to do (michlle left early le..) then mq was like," she also very stressed la.. mayb she got alot of things to do.. " more understanding lo.. yup.. ok la.. she's not this horrid girl that should be hated.. she's really quite nice.. oh well..

gonna go watch NDP.. try to see cow.. lol.. row row row his stupid little canoe.. brings a whole new meaning to dayung sampan la.. lol.. cya!!

CAMP'S OVER!! i shan't elaborate on what we did during the camp.. no one who reads this would be interested anyway.. but i do gotta say i enjoyed it more than i thought i would.. one thing made me feel quite happy that the team did actually get to know each other a little better.. no matter how small or big the difference is, fact remains we did get closer i guess.. saw caslin dance ok!! how rare is that.. and i must say she's called muscle for a reason.. *shh.... cannot elaborate later she angry..* hur hur

since during this camp i got to know my team mates a little better.. i shall list all my team mates and describe them one by one.. aint that fun?? no? nvm.. im doing it anyway..

Caslin: muscle woman!! believe me, no one's joking when we say she's muscular.. lol.. no la, i know she sounds scary now, but it's ok.. she actually really nice.. though i know her for like 5 years now.. i didnt really KNOW her u know? lol.. when she laughs, her face is actually quite cute cos her eyes will slant to one side.. i dunno how to say.. kinda like ( /.\ ) u know? lol.. when she laugh must faster go see.. cos thats one of the few occasions u cannot use the word "shuai!" to describe her..

Biqing: the only IP in the team.. got stomach flu halfway in the camp.. poor girl.. but anyway, i keep thinking she's older than us since she was in the senior team and all.. but her behavior will soon bring me back to reality as i see how childish she can be.. haha.. she was so excited over the personality quiz thing and she immediately went to call her bf to tell him.. so funny la, easily excitable..

Xueli: to be honest, i was quite scared of her when i first joined.. she looked so fierce and cold.. but she's ok la.. as long as you are not joyce she wont bully you.. she always say funny as "farni".. emphasis on the A.. haha.. in the end, found out she's not very scary.. i like to play on her team cos i feel very safe.. she'll always shout for the ball so u know she's got your back.. i like..

Ruobin: erm.. the only word i can use to describe her is chee-na.. oh still got one more, vulgar.. hahaha.. when cas and nao and me were singing national day songs she went to sing the chinese version.. lol.. and can remember all the words somemore.. impressive.. i will never be able to do that.. lol..

Joyce: poor girl.. always get bullied by cas and xueli.. ruobin also.. very black and small girl.. so cute la.. she's super nice.. always smiling.. except when she gets bullied.. then her "suffering not smiling" shirt will come in handy.. her face is just so.. i dunno, makes u wanna pinch her cheeks.. hohoho..

Angela: also called lala.. warning: dun EVER bully her.. u'll feel super guilty one.. i also dunno why.. she's actually very strong!! can carry her 60kg boyfriend! and i believe her.. cos she carried me in one of the games.. like quite a distance u know!!.. not saying im 60kg, if i am i'll kill myself la.. lol..

Daomin: no elaboration needed.......... lol.. no la nao.. i will describe u very nicely.. two words.. SUPER BLUR!! lol, no la.. she's getting more alert le!.. tzewei stop laughing, its true.. it's nice to have a close friend on the team.. i just feel better seeing her lo.. haha, see nao.. nice rite??

Vania: unique name.. till today ruobin still cant get it rite.. lol.. khong guan fan!! we actually bought a whole big tin of khong guan biscuits cos she said she likes them.. when she runs on the field (without the ball la) she will make this swinging action with her hands when she wanna change direction.. muz gain momentum ma i think.. lol.. dunno but it's quite funny.. she's one of the fairest in the team.. cannot tan one, just get burnt..

Shirlene: whee!! the kai xin guo of the team.. never fails to bring laughter.. she and her manhunt action.. LOL.. ok sorry.. private joke.. no one else will know what im saying except those who were there.. but she's not just good for laughs, she's very good to talk to too.. someone whom u can both laugh with and laugh at.. lol

Shengcheng: erm, she spent very little time at camp so i gotta admit i dun really know her.. but i know she likes comics.. manga actually.. very close to vania.. but i hope she gets close to us too lo.. not just stick to vania.. yup yup..

zee: or sze? or zse? i dunno.. its just pronounced "Z".. she wasnt at camp.. but based on yesterday's practice.. i would say she's very approachable.. i like her laugh.. its the hearty kind.. her laugh is the kind that would make u wanna laugh too.. she looks nice.. quite pretty.. tzewei, stop imagining u sick pervert..

ok.. that ends my entry.. mayb i kinda made u bored by talking about pple you dun even know.. but i like this post.. it reminds me how blessed i am to have a nice team to work with.. yup ok.. see ya'll!!

Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

MAY NO ONE SAY I AM MANLY EVER AGAIN.... muahahaha... im sweet and considerate.. tee hee hee.. *smiles shyly and blushes*

PUKE!!!!!!~ i was shocked at the results too... lol..

lemme blog a little about our awesomely funny L2 outing.. we went bowling, i suggested it la.. with obvious reasons.. cos i heard so much about tzewei's LIMITED bowling skills and i wanted to laugh at him myself.. well, it was really funny.. he is almost like aiming at the longkang la.. like the ball havent even reach one quarter of the lane it's already in the gutter rolling happily away.. wang is also very funny.. her balls are seriously unpredictable.. cos she very weak then the ball will dunno roll where one.. actually rolling at the centre of the lane then suddenly can deflect and roll towards the longkang.. LOL then actually heading straight for the longkang suddenly swirve to hit the centre pins.. -.-

got once super funny, wang was talking on the phone and it was her turn to bowl.. so she took the ball and got ready to roll it.. but i sneaked up behind her and threw a ball into the gutter.. lol!! her face was like WTHeck!! but her tone of voice still must be nice to the person though she wanna slap me le.. LOL!! no diff wad wang.. anyway u throw still will go longkang one la..

anyway moving on.. i learnt how important SUBMISSION is.. ok we all know how much i hate my bio teacher.. cos she's some bias, retarded, senile, slow and stupid piece of crap.. (lol, oops..) and she hates me.. so she like to humilate me in front of the class and i always retaliate la.. like talk back and stuff.. but after pastor's sermon, im changed!! lol..

she like made a big fuss of one of my assignment, announcing in front of the whole class that my assignment was very badly done.. then she wanted to meet me after class.. in the end, she only said that after every part qns i must leave a line.. and my graph's title must be on top of the graph.. that's all.. everything else was fine.. i wanted to slap her.. (lol) but i just nodded and said "ok, can.. i'll do that next time" then she never say anymore and released me.. i was surprised both by my reaction and hers.. must be God.. cos by my own strength, she would have fainted on the floor, cringing in agony from the slap i would have given her.. lol

one more thing.. life in NJ seems to be getting better.. thank God for the 2nd intakers.. they allow me to show a little more of my crappy self.. i've been crapping with them quite a lot these days since nao always with her taiwan fren.. abandon me.. ): but it's a blessing in disguise i guess.. cos i found people i can crap with.. (: life is good when God's in it.. :DDD