jordin won american idol.. that was a relief.. (: anyway, lemme blog a little about the awesomely awesome outing we had on friday night..

well, charlene was super late and so tzewei and char came really late.. before that nao me and bei went to eat dinner.. and nao somehow was super retarded that day.. dunno y.. she wanted to draw money.. and she saw this ATM, and a lady was using it.. behind the lady about 50 cm away was this guy.. and everyone who has common sense would either queue behind the guy or ask if he is in the queue.. but nooo.. not nao.. she just went and stood in front of the guy.. i saw his eyes widen.. then he took out his atm card and started fanning himself with it, sort of, to show that he is in the queue.. but nao had to wait till me and bei told her that she's cutting someone's queue then she move.. haii.. how can someone so smart be so dumb.. lol..

well anyway, saw darcie twice and i was super happy!! cos i got to wish her happy birthday face to face.. sigh, miss her la.. lol.. she looked different.. anyway, tzewei char and jiahuang arrived and we went to buy the STUFF and me and tzewei crapped like shit again.. whahha.. i do believe i laughed quite a lot of calories off that day.. lol.. thanks tzewei, for never failing to brighten up my day.. oh ya, another incident that showcases nao's retardedness was when we "secretly" bought her the bag as a present.. it took her like quite awhile to realise that we bought it for her la.. haiyo.. really man.. need brain scan..

we were discussing about selva and her red dot too.. damn funny!! hahaha.. and after reading qian's blog about liam.. i miss the teachers of bp too la!!.. not just the classmates.. sigh, bp brought me the best years of my life... really.. taytay and his sweating breasts.. liam with her uneven buckles.. selva with her red dot and paddle-pop.. gong lao shi with her gossip.. mrs wong with her sarcasm.. tiger with her incomplete sentences.. lol.. good times, good times.. (: i can't wait for teachers' day.. isit possible that the L2 gang do something for teachers' day? i would so gladly participate leh.. want anot want anot? we do some lame shit skit or something la.. lol...

im getting fatter by the minute.. its that time of the month again so i start binging.. i dunno why but that's what happens to me.. binging and that time of the month just goes hand in hand.. anyway, i cant wait for holidays.. i really really can't.. not that i'll be much free-er, but just not waking up early, having some spare time to meet up with people that i actually wanna meet.. not like in school.. haii...

im like very frustrated now.. dunno why.. i think it's the binging.. makes me feel fat, thus makes me feel mad... rhymes!! and junk food affects your mood.. rhyme again!! blahhh... i finally finished one math tutorial only to have to tackle another cos im so behind time.. i have no idea about the chapter on firms and how they operate for econs.. chem VA's deadline is drawing near.. and bio is ****!! shit i mean..

i guess blogging is just a way to vent my frustrations now.. now i know why cow's blog always so emo one last time.. i just need an avenue of release.. ARGH!!! ROAR!!! AHHH!!! sian... still pouting over melinda's elimination in american idol.. *pouts* as i see blake "sing" haii, makes me even more upset.. yeah i guess he's talented with the beat boxing and all.. but it's a singing competition.. but seeing how he makes girls swoon, i hope he doesn't win..

see see?? im digressing again.. should i just end this? yeah, i see your faces.. getting bored with my posts huh.. k la k la.. let u off.. bye!!..

i say M to the R to the G-O-H
i say M to the R to the G-O-H
i say M-R, you say G-O-H
i say M-R, you say molecular mass
i say big M, you say molar mass
i say small M, you say mass in grams
*awkward pause*
when i say MR you say GOH
MR GOH, MR GOH
when i say MR you say GOH
MR GOH, MR GOH
we dun wanna miss koh miss koh
we a wanna MR GOH MR GOH MR GOH!!

boo, saddened that mr goh's leaving.. the best teacher i have in NJ's leaving.. miss gill's leaving too.. miss luo leaving too!!.. man.. all the good ones are leaving.. and wad are we left with? idiots like mrs khoo... ARGH!! not forgetting mr chew.. *shudder in fear and disgust*

on a happier note, sushi with tzewei and nao rocked!! i ate... 13 plates.. inclusive of 2 plates of fruit.. just a mere 3 plates behind tzewei.. i shocked myself.. lol.. my stomach grew la i bet.. no wonder jiemin say i fat le.. it was so funny eating with nao and tzewei cos he kept saying nao.. and it's super funny.. she is really a blur queen..
note to self: NEVER EAT A BUFFET AND LAUGH A LOT AT THE SAME TIME...
therefore, no more buffets with tzewei..
my stomach was so pain la.. cos i was too full.. then tzewei had to make me burst out laughing so many times somemore.. the feeling is like beyond nausea, its totally just queasy and painful and bloated all rolled into one.. haii.. lol.. suffering from indigestion now i think.. lol..

anyway, after the buffet.. went food junction cos tzewei wanted to see the band people.. in the end i saw jiemin and she squeezed *ahem ahem*.. she is crap.. but the best thing is.. I SAW MINGXIAN!! so glad to see her.. hey mx, u reading this? lol.. happy for her la, that she's doing what she wanted to do.. i dun even have any idea wad i wanna be when i grow up..

well.. that's all folks.. i gotta run.. have loads to do this weekend.. ): no holidays la..

ps: MY HANDPHONE SPOIL!! sigh. one whole week without my beloved phone.. )))):

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! to all mothers out there.. even u lisa.. (:

well, today me and my 3 sisters decided to do something for mummy.. and since we figured all the restaurants would probably be packed, we decided to cook her something.. since the 3 of em went to church in the morning, they went to buy the ingredients as i stayed at home and rot.. when they came home, i saw that they bought... *drumroll pls* ....
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maggee mee plus canned hot dogs..
wow, well there was campbell soup too.. for mother's day?!? doh.. my 2 older sisters somemore say they hate cooking.. wad to do? haii, luckily I WAS THERE TO SAVE THE DAY!! muahaha.. i found some macaroni in the cupboard and i saw a jar of prego sauce in the fride.. so i decided to cook pasta for mom and use the campbell soup and prego sauce as 2 different sauces she can choose from.. when i suggested it my sisters still ask if i can really cook it... so disappointed, i got highest home econs score in the class in sec 2 ok!! so i did.. i asked them to boil water and wash the dishes.. u know, menial jobs, while i cook... heh heh.. after everything, mom said it was very nice!! every bite got love.. awwww... yup, interesting mother's day... usually we just go out to eat, this year so special.. (:

anyway, u see i was wondering y guys always like those kind of gross high pitched, act cute, sugary sweet girls.. so i actually went to ask a guy frind about this strange phenomenon.. and his ans was so weird.. it's like so wadeva.. if that's wad guys really think, im at a loss of words..

me: so y do guys like those kind of "cute" girls...

him: well i guess it somehow shows that the girls are very bold and open if they act like that. and since guys are stimulated by sight, they would make a move on the girl since she seems open.

me: open?.. so if i put it loosely they are cheap?

him: no, not cheap.. just seemingly bold and open. like i know this fat girl who has pimples all over and she acts like she's some manga character, it's a turn off, but still...

me: well, all along i tot it was cos the girls seem more vulnerable and small when they do that so the guys will wanna go protect them.. MCP...

him: no!! they just wanna get it on with them...

me: eew eew eew!! i didnt have to know that..

him: anyway, who would wanna be a plain jane? girls must be cute and special.

me: but girls can be special in their own way. it doesnt have to be THAT kind.. they can be humourous.. or just.. different la..

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it was an sms conver la.. so ya, girls who do not act cute, pls do not change cos guys will just see u as someone who is "open".. and girls who do act cute and seem to get alot of attention from guys.. it just cos u're "open".. *wink wink*.. oh well.. the identity of my guy friend will be kept secret to protect him.. lol.. another weird guy mystery unraveled i gues.. :X

hmm.. ignore my previous post.. for those who attended the funeral, they'll prob know i feel much better and why too.. so ya, im fine.. so emo la the last post.. so not me.. LOL

after missing 3 days of school, i feel so lost.. after foolishly thinking i can skip the test since i didnt go school on tues, im told i have to take it tml.. DARN IT!! u know wad.. im not gonna bother.. study last min, get stressed up, and end up possibly failing.. why go through all this turmoil.. im just gonna prepare myself for failure and then graciously accept it..

just read nao's post and im so sorry i couldn't be there for her that day... but i so totally understand how she feels about school.. its no more ordinary dislike.. it's total loathe.. im DISGUSTED with school.. im thinking i'll prob say i miss nj alot after 2 years and blah blah.. but for now, i dun see any incentive for me to go to school.. ok mayb incentive isnt the right word.. there isnt even any upside at all.. NADA ZERO ZIP.. everyday it's just plain dragging myself to school, dragging myself through classes and dragging myself home.. (dragging home part is cos of exhuastion.. im happy to go home) ok, maybe touch rug trainings are kinda fun.. but thats it..

i bet my pw group's hating me now.. cos i didnt contribute anything for the gpp presentation since i didnt go school and stuff.. well, there's nothing i can do.. im behind in everything again.. after horribly working so hard to be on track.. i dun blame anyone.. im guessing a few people in class are saying that im very slack and i skip school so many times blah blah.. well i'll have u know i'd rather go through stupid school for the 3 days that i missed and still have my uncle around ok.. so get off my back..

this is turning out to be a rather long post.. mainly cos i dun feel like stopping and getting offline and then am forced to do some work since i dun have anything else to do le.. i just wanna be preoccupied with stuff so i dunnit to face my school work.. i just discovered im the kind of person who will run away from problems or pretend they're not there.. hmm, is that good? or maybe it's just schoolwork.. other things i settle them fine.. great.. now im just talking to myself.. lol..

u know sometimes i really want the L2 peeeps to ignore work once in a while.. like that time the outing some actually went home to mug.. i know studies are impt and we cant fail tests and stuff.. but times like these, after i feel so emotionally and physically drained after everything i just want everyone to drop everything and go out and have some fun.. selfish huh.. tsk tsk, i know.. but HONESTLY, if anyone requests that i do that, i would really gladly do it.. just drop everything and spend time together.. lol... wow, i can really digress.. start talking about L2 peeps again..

i know i know.. it's probably time to stop typing nonsense and get back to work.. i gotta call nao and ask her what i missed and stuff.. my fingers aint listening to me!! they keep typing.. i cant control it!! ARGH!!!!!! can't wait for holidays... ))))):

i believe that life and death are part and parcel of life.. but who says i gotta accept it?...

im sadden, i really really am.. i cry myself to sleep thinking how my uncle is doing now.. he is the first non-christian in my life to have passed away and the very thought of him not being in heaven pains me.. alot.. i'm gonna be strong.. im not gonna be sad.. wad's the use of crying now when it's all too late.. wad was i doing when he was alive?!

i can't show how upset i really am.. cos people need me to support them.. my father lost his close brother... my cousin lost his dad.. i can't let this get to me.. i can't, i just can't.. people, i hope u guys will understand how i feel right now and do something about the souls NOT YET found... keyword is not yet.. dun give up... they need u.. they need JESUS...

come to the Father.. though your gift is small..
broken hearts broken lives, He will take them all..
the power of the word, the power of His blood..
everything was done SO YOU WOULD COME...

lemme just blog briefly about the outing since i dun have much time.. (sound like im dying) stupid GP have so much work.. so cant stay online for too long.. anyway, in the afternoon met nao bei pao and noeleen to eat KFC.. tsk tsk fats fats.. bei broke her food restriction thing... dun worry, no NJ pple know my blog.. lol

after eating alot (haii) we actually had to help noeleen with her bio work.. GOSH!! we were on an outing la.. but still, she needed our help i guess. :/ then we started wadering aroung lot 1 wondering wad to do.. (haha, pun) wanted to play pool, but then inside so scary.. alot of ahbengs.. with nth to do, we decided to take neoprints!.. bei decorated them until so spastic la.. tsk tsk.. and then at 3, cow came.. but then bei pao and noeleen had to go home to mug.. WAD CRAP!! i was a little disappointed, but i cant stop them rite.. so... nvm.. ):

then when cow came me nao and him went to play daytona!!.. the steering wheel was super smelly.. so gross la.. i shoved my hands in cow's face to make him smell my smelly hands after that.. ): lol.. i got 1st for the first game.. but then last for the 2nd game cos stupid cow made me crash at the last sec.. then the 3rd game we played advance course and its so hard.. but i still won.. hee hee.. DAYTONA ROCKS.. played bishi bashi too.. won nao of cos.. she is spastic one leh.. lol after that, tzewei joined us!!..

he havent eat so we went to eat lo.. cow bought chicken cutlet rice and the rice was super good.. very tasty.. then me and nao kept koping cos we didn't buy food.. tzewei ate some horrible noodles so he started koping cow's rice too since the noodles were damn bad.. in the end cow no rice but me nao and tzewei still wanted to eat the tasty rice.. so nao suggest we go buy 2 plates of plain rice.. no one want to go buy, but everyone wanna eat.. so i sacrifice lo.. my conver with the auntie:

me: auntie i want 2 plates of rice (in chinese)
auntie: wad rice? roast chicken?
me: uh.. no.. just plain rice..
auntie: wad?!
me: *smile sheepishly*
auntie: (tells helper) giver her 2 plates of rice
helper: wad liao(4)?
auntie: NONE!! NOTHING!! SHE ONLY WANT RICE!!
me: *frowns*
auntie: we have enough rice than can give u.. not enough cannot sell u ok..
me: erm, ok..* pays $1.. *
haha.. so scary.. so i brought the rice back and we ate..

after that, to my horror, we had to go to nao's house cos cow and tzewei wanted to mug!! oh man.. wad is happening to everyone?!? i had no mood to mug so i read nao's mom's magazines.. all the lame scandals kind.. like "i got AIDS from my lover" LOL... so funny... finally they stopped mugging and we played BRIDGE!! lol, that was the funniest bridge game i ever played.. the 1st 2 games me and tzewei cheated until so obvious.. even look at each others' cards.. haiya, hard to explain.. but i know tzewei muz be laughing as i help him recall that game..

then wang came.. and we played heart-attack pregnant style.. it was also super funny cos we not supposed to talk to people who are more pregnant than us.. but i kept talking to tzewei (habit la) then he very lousy.. in the end i supposed to be 1 month pregnant became 5 months.. ): pretty soon it was off to watch spiderman.. tzewei totally ruined the movie by laughing at scary parts.. by laughing at sad parts.. by laughing at touching parts.. haii.. he kept laughing at tobey mcguire's face cos his face will become super distorted when he cries or uses force or something.. LOL.. poor wang, muz tolerate with him.. it ended super late and i got home super tired but still muz do PW stuff.. and slept at 1 plus.. boo hoo hoo... ): but i still had loads of fun.. (: me and tzewei were super noisy on the way home.. i laughed alot again.. sigh, i wonder when i can ever start to do that in school... never i supposed.. since all the nerds will think im a freak when they are obviously the freaks.. wonder how pple can stand studying so hard..

*guess it aint a brief post... shucks.. wasted time!! GP HOMEWORK!!): *