surfed the net, flit from blog to blog
slacked so much i started to rot
saw that no one had updated
am i the only one who's in slackers' haven?

realised that my friends stay up real late
i do too but it's different i'm afraid
they all stay up to mug and study
what do i do? go online, watch TV!

it's rather hilarious if you think about it
everyone mugs but what's the point of it?
is it really that essential for all of us?
i really don't get it, what's the fuss?

but one more month and i'll be free
don't know if i'll make it, we shall see
with GOD everything is possible
LORD i plead, will you bless this little girl?
[i'm talking about me.. hohoho]

it's been so long since i rapped
let me try, though it may turn to crap
wanna blog and rant about my day
after reading, please don't be in dismay

bio practical, oh my gosh
thought to myself, it'll be easy, pish-posh
but it turned out that it aint that way
made a donkey of myself, i can hear me bray

then i went to the core meeting
got pissed off by someone, or something
due to some CHEESE, i became mad
he was such a nuisance, couldn't help it but SLAP!

ok, fine i didnt hit him
but i was so tempted to punch his chin
anyway, to the church office i went
studied, did maths, with nothing but a pen

RAHH!!! this post is totally random and it aint gonna be a poem or a rap... i just feel like ranting... i dunno why i've been feeling so miserable lately... just nauseous all the time... not able to study... i can be distracted by a piece of tissue left on the floor... like i played with it for 15 mins when i was supposed to be studying... like wad crap rite?! i know... it's weird... the drive of studying is gone.. long gone... and the scary thing is that im not scared... this is not me...

if u share the joy, it doubles.. if u share the pain, it's halved... i dun know if i can believe this... sure if i share my problems with someone, i'll feel better... but wont the person feel worse?? like she'll have another thing to worry about rite? but we r supposed to share our problems with one another rite? im so lost... do i share? so i can feel better and make the other party feel worse?!

feel so tired all the time... having another nauseous feeling... it's making me sick... maybe it's my weird eating habits... cos i binge when im stressed then feel so fat i skip meals the next day... u think that's the problem? i dunno... i just feel like puking all the time... help me...
i'm a wreak...