i just got back my prelim scores
it left me feeling very sore
but if there's one thing that i learnt
it's to trust in the LORD, that's what he yearns

place everything into his hands
although sometimes it makes no sense
have a childlike faith in him
although sometimes, stupid, it seems

so even though i didn't do well
it felt so painful, i thought i fell
but still i hold on to his words
even when i truly hurt...

YESTERDAY:
was taking a nap after school
got a call from Lisa, that's cool
asked me to hang out to kill some time
decided to go though i didn't have a dime

went to yew tee to meet maomao
decided to de-stress him some how
so Lisa went to buy him a toy ball
that goes 'tiong tiong' if you let it fall

went to have a KFC dinner
indulged in gluttony again, what a sinner!
then it was time to head back home
with pip going home with the ball alone

TODAY:
on my way to losing weight now
ate too much these few days, how?!
diet plan: eat less, work more
MAN! losing weight's gonna be a bore

i got my mic, let's shout hooray
the best thing is i didn't have to pay
Lisa is truly the best of all
now i also can skype all day long!

writing raps or poems are hard
need to write all my thoughts and make them rhyme
as you can see i'm not doing well
not like maomao who's doing swell...

my stomach is not as big as i thought
many plates of sushi i had bought
but i could only stuff seven plates down my throat
so full that i felt my stomach bloat

off to the movies, off i go
watched an NC16 movie, OH NO!
i saw a few things that made my pout
those who watch "The Banquet" will find out

but nevertheless i still had fun
felt so fat i wanted to run
but too tired and lazy was i to go
did i gain weight? oh please say NO!

prelims is over hip hip hooray
now stand on your feets and gimme a yay!
i'm so free, ain't got nothing to do
so i'm gonna eat and make myself full

sushi buffet, here i come
gonna stuff my face with food, yum yum!
not gonna care 'bout my weight for now
just wanna eat, eat like a cow!

enjoy myself to the fullest first
have so much fun till i almost burst
then it's back to studying
cos O levels' approaching!

had my bio paper today
it's quite easy, all my friends say
but i did not feel that way at all
i was so scared, almost puked in the hall

maybe it was cos i slacked yesterday
i couldn't help it, in bed i lay
i was so sick, so tired of it all
wanted to give up and go to the mall

so i wasn't prepared for the paper
but oh well, i'm gonna be a rapper
hope i still can do well for it
if not i'm afraid i'll throw a fit

Lisa finally got me a mic
hope that it's nice, so i will like
but she ain't gonna give me the new one
it's ok, i will still have fun!

they ain't gonna modulate my prelim scores
my perfect dream JC is closing their doors
but i just close my eyes and pray
cos i know that God will pave the way

i learnt so much in this past week
daily i found God as i seeked
he has revealed so much to me
i was blinded, but now i see

all we gotta do is trust in the LORD
cos blessing upon blessings he will pour
he has a perfect plan for our lives
he wants the best for us, that's why he paid the price

he has already died for us
what more do you want, what more do you ask?
that's why i still praise him though i'm sad
if you think i'm crazy, then just let me be mad!

[i learnt that when problems arise, always look to God for strength... don't be depressed if things don't go the way you want it to, cos God is ALWAYS looking out for you... you don't need to worry! so i'm fine if i don't do well for prelims, though i'm still gonna try my best] (:

off to settlers, off they go
leaving me alone, out in the cold
i bet they had a ton of fun
while i stay indoors, away from the sun

"what did you do then?", you question me
nothing else but work, work like a bee
my back and eyes are hurting now
they hurt so bad all i'll say is "OW!"

but i believe, and i hope
that with God's strength, i can cope
cos i know if i do my best,
then God will surely do the rest!

i'm so full, i'm so bloated
ate too much, too late to regret it
my goal is still so far away
forty-three kgs' still at bay

don't think i can go out tomorrow
gotta tackle my biggest foe
the study bug is here to stay
"WORK HARD!" that's wad my mother says

4 more days to my prelims
it's almost forever, that's wad it seems
and then here comes the bigger hurdle
O levels' here to take o'er the world!

time to get my priorities straight
that is what everyone said
but isit wrong to wanna do
well at something and not get boo-ed?

this is the one thing that i own
no, i'm not talking 'bout my phone
this is the one thing i do well in
don't make me throw it in the bin

i feel so bad for not going
forgive me for all this screaming
i just wanna get this over with
and not fill my heart with all this grief

NINI'S BOO-BOO

A mistake i made,
what Andy said,
caused dear old Lisa
to be scolded by Nana

It was all unclear
a mis-com i fear,
that resulted in me
causing trouble, you see

I wonder what the meeting's about
hope that no one's gonna pout
wish that everything's A-ok
next time more attention i'll pay...

On a lighter note...
[no more poem form... too hard... RESPECT to cai maomao]

let me blog about my intensive study programme yesterday..
it was boring and my brain got frizzled out... kept taking breaks you know... tsk tsk... disappointed... but at least finished quite alot of bio and amaths...

anyway, i was talking to my friends and i saw this guy with like a HUGE pimple on his face... it's really gigantic.. seriously... like a twenty-cent coin?! it's FULL of pus and stuff... gross man... haven't this guy heard of pimple cream or something?! hello... you have a freaking huge pimple on your face man... it's no time to be "manly" and ignore facial products...

anyway, that was the highlight of the day... other than that it was study study and more study... MAN.. i'm one boring girl... not living up to my ninified name...

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