phew i am so tired.. i think it's the going out almost everyday thing.. it wears you out you know.. haha, of cos there are other stuff that weigh me down.. sigh, i wanna have a HOLIDAYYYYYY!!!


oh anyway, today was superbly fun!! went out with andyong and estherrrlyn.. it started off, sigh.. wad can i say.. i vow to never be on time ever again!! except with abi, cos she's always punctual.. i dunno why i force myself to wake up earlier, rush here and there, mindlessly pulling my hair back into a ponytail (which is totally the cause of my balding probelm now), run to catch the bus, all so that i can be punctual.. and then end up waiting for those late people..


lemme go sulk in a corner awhile first..
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ok done, so ya, it was kinda boring at first, i was sleepy and grumpy.. then andyong and estherrlyn came, ong ate his mac breakfast (this gives you a clue how early i woke up ok?!) while esther and i did rubbish..


so anyway, we went up to jurong point's theater intending to watch madagascar 2, but esther saw that 4 christmases was out.. but the timing was bad, very late.. and since jurong point is a bad place to hang out unless you are an ahlian/ahbeng who loves comics connection and stuff, we left.. thought we'd catch 4christmases in vivo..


esther and i started taking pictures (yes la yes la cam-whoring k) in the train, we were being a nuisance, i could tell.. haha, but it was just so funny.. esther is hilarious.. i took a really really bad picture of her.. she was trying to act retarded (well she surpassed all expectations and looked like she was a retard with down's syndrome who got a high fever and burnt her brains out *no offence to anyone here*)


her head was bent down in an awkward position that it pushed all the fats under her chin to the front and she had actual CELLULITE as a neck.. HAHAH!!! but i bet she deleted it already la.. but it is super funny.. it's like the worse picture i have ever seen anyone take- EVER!!


so anyway, we missed a stop cos of all that chaos, took one stop back and finally reached vivo.. went to the theater and got tickets to 4christmases.. umm,i could sense that ong was like...
but i thought we watching madagascar?...
the sort of lost confusion like why in the end i am watching a chick flick with these girls?! haha..


oh well, chick flicks, or more accurately romantic comedies, is the absolute best invention ever!! haha, it's the kind of stress relieving, mind numbing, brainless movies that bring joy to everyone.. and WORLD PEACE!!!.. (: we were doing ong a favor..


so here's the good part.. before entering the cinema, we went to giant to get cheaper drinks.. and esther saw this bazhang(dumpling) store and we bought a bazhang each cos we were hungry.. in my mind i was thinking, ooo we wtill have a few minutes to eat the bazhang then go watch the movie.. but NOOO, esther had another thing on her mind..


yep, u guessed it.. she wanted to eat the bazhang IN THE THEATER!!! sigh... i had nothing to say haha.. and so...... that was wad we did..


scene: me ong and esther settled in our seats in the theater. advertisements have stopped, movie is starting..


esther holds the bag of bazhang in her hands and plops them on her lap

the plopping sent waves of STRONG bazhang smell towards me

i think to myself, "oh gosh.. if it smells this strong wrapped up and in a bag, wad happens if we open them?!"

i turn to my other side and note angmohs sitting beside me

i think, "oh man, wad will they think of singapore now?!?"

~~~movie plays for abit.. meanwhile every little move that esther makes sends the familar wafts of bazhang smell towards me.. and assumingly everyone else in the theater, SERIOSULY~~~


esther: whaa i cannot take it anymore, i'm hungry!!

me: you're gonna eat it now?

esther proceeds to distribute the bazhangs, one for each of us

esther: whaa very hard to open!! andy you got scissors?? (this is exclamed rather loudly, i sincerly believe esther doesn't know the meaning of discreet)

i think," where got people bring scissors out one?!?"

i use force to pull the strings off, so does esther and ong

we begin unwrapping the bazhangz.. this may be pyschological, but at that point i felt that the angmohs were being totally disgusted with us..

i take the first layer of leaf off the bazhang and hand the leaf to ong so he can throw it in the plastic bag..

esther: EEYER! you gonna unwrap the whole thing and hold it in your hands?! that's disgusting!!

me: omgosh!! no la, just the first leaf right?!

let me emphasize that it is very dark in a theater ok.. i was so apprehensive about biting into the bazhang cos i really didn't know if it was fully unwrapped or not.. so anyway, esther proceeds to bite into her bazhang..

esther: oh shit!! drop!!

me and ong try to hold our laughter.. and yep, esther just kept dropping her stupid bazhang la!! no skill at all.. she dropped like half of it away.. and there was rice all over her seat and the floor.. sticky rice i might add..

we finish our dastardly deed and enjoy the rest of the movie.. i was just glad the whole bazhang saga was over..

however, after the movie was done and we walked out.. ong went to the toilet and esther and i stood outside waiting for him.. it was then that we discovered...

esther: omgosh!! HAHAAHHAH!!

i spot a lump of rice stuck to esther shirt... it looks like stale bird shit

esther starts scratching at the bazhang on her shirt while i hold to her jacket

esther: the jacket sure got alot one la..

i opened the crumpled jacket and lo and behold.. bazhang was everywhere!! the scene is just so funny you had to be there.. bits of rice was stuck to her jacket, it was so gross...

we ended up having to go to the toilet to get rid of all the remnants.. like i could flick the rice of but the stain left behind is like stuck there la.. it honestly looks like stale bird shit.. like bird shat on jacket.. it went undiscovered for months, and thus turned out like that.. and it was everywhere on the stupid jacket..


so anyway, that was the highlight of the day.. and you know wad? after that, esther said..
i'm still hungry i want another one..

HUNGRY ?!?! why did you flick of all the rice then?!? just keep it there for future snacking la!! and in fact she did find some more rice stuck to her the rest of the day.. haha, it is just, sigh.. indescribable.. i laughed till my cheeks hurt


(psst.. dun ever try to reenact or recreate this scene.. it was done by professionals!! do not try this at home)


the rest of the day was just.. relaxingly fun.. like i didnt have to worry about wad to do next and stuff.. it was like wherever we went we had fun.. we spent alot of time in giant, the samsung shop and candy empire just browsing through stuff.. i've learnt to treasure every moment i have with her.. with them..


i wanna go out again!! no matter how tired i am haha.. i may be neglecting some things?? haha, umm.. take it one step at a time la hor.. (reminds me of my conversation with esther about jordin sparks, haha.. it was a funny one..)


oh, i have to apologize to ong!!! esther and i were being total bimbos.. like the whole people watching thing.. wanting to go into a lift cos got a cute angmoh guy inside.. and like noting pretty girls, wannabe girls etc.. we talked about all the things guys wouldn't wanna talk about.. plus we made him watch a chick flick!! haha, but i trust that he had fun la hor?? hee hee..

ok, i got a new skin.. couldn't wait for abi anymore haha.. i was just so sick of my old skin.. and yes yes, i know this skin is kinda ummmmm...... BUT!! it will change soon right?? *nudges abigail*


i just picked one at randomness.. the links and everything are not set up yet, duh why spend so much time on a temporary skin?!


anyway, this song is beautiful.. not a big fan of nick lachey, but the lyrics of this song are really wad i'm feeling right now.. i don't know how i will snap out of it, i keep telling myself to grow up.. i have to be the grown-up right? but i just can't.. i don't deal well with situations like this.. i am a runner.. i run away from everything.. but i know this will catch up with me..


so God help me, help me to face it.. face it with courage and strength, so that i can give her peace and security.. it's times like this that break my front, i don't like that feeling.. i want more time

i'm finally blogging, abit lag i know.. some may say i'm too busy having fun to blog, but that is not true.. it really isn't..


lots of things have happened in such a short period of time.. i guess i just have to learn to grow up.. time to mature sarah!! stop being that 15 year old everyone thinks you are.. haha


anyway, i had a lot of fun with abi and esther today.. although we were practically doing nothing.. we spent more than an hour, ok i can safely say about 2 hours in DAISO!!! it just goes to show it doesn't matter where you go or what you do.. it's who you do it with that matters..


i can totally hear them shouting AMEN now.. sigh, i have super duper hearing, i know.. so MAGICAL!! i am actually a fairy, shh dun tell anyone.. or i have to silence you.. *sharpens knife*


talking about super hearing, i got reminded of this super retarded show that i watch.. it's called shi shiong di (or ten brothers directly translated).. it's on channel 8 at 7pm from monday to friday.. my retarded friend charlene told me it's very nice and persuaded me to watch it.. i hated it at first and was appalled at her taste in shows..


but as i watch, it kinda gets addictive.. haha, i think it's cos it's so retarded that you dun use your brain while watching it? i love brainless stuff ( love you lisa!!)


lemme tell you about it.. it's just about this rich lady who accidentally drinks this pearl thingy and gave birth to 10 sons who all have super powers.. sounds so exciting rite? oh well.. me and my sisters tried to rank them in order of their looks (they all look horrid sporting gross hairstyles) and i like fourth boy!!! his power is the ability to strech.. like the fantastic 4 leader guy.. yup, and he is very cute.. haha



ok, onto more serious stuff.. after the horrendous A level experience, i have gathered a few pet peeves i have when taking exams.. for the benefit of all those who still have to take structured exams, here is what NOT to do during exams so u dun piss the person next to you off...


PET PEEVE #1:

switch off your stupid handphone!!!

within the first week of exams, there were 2 incidences of ringing handphones DURING the exam.. HELLO?!?! wad is wrong with you!? did the teacher not ANNOUNCE to the hall to switch off your handphones?! are you mentally retarded?? just cos you are doesn't mean you have to force everyone to fail together with you ok!?

one of the ringtones was "apologize" by one republic.. i tell you when it reached the chorus (it's too late to apologize.... it's too lateeee....) i wanted to wring the neck of the person in front of me to get rid of all the blind fury.. what an irony.. you are friggin right it is too late to apologize you retard.. you have just successfully broken my train of thought, a very long train i might add..


PET PEEVE #2:

flip to the next page of the question paper SILENTLY!!

okok, you are incredibly smart and fast.. i know that.. you dun have to let the whole hall know that you are done with that page when everyone else has not.. it is extremely stressful, it makes the person beside you feel small and stupid.. i seriously think you have reached like 100 decibels with your paper flipping skills.. how about toning it down a little hmm? ever heard of being considerate? you should try that sometime..


PET PEEVE #3:

if you have flu, BRING TISSUE!! (hey it rhymes!)

*sniff*

*snort*

*sniff sniff*

*hack, cough*

*sniff*

getting irritated? try having someone do that beside you for a few hours while you try to solve complicated questions.. i would really rather you blow loudly into a tissue ONCE than have you sniff every few seconds.. it gets on people's nerves, it's like an annoying housefly at your ear man.. sheesh


PET PEEVE #4:

dun comment on the paper after it is done, especially if you found it easy!!

"whoa sure A one la!!"

"that was so easy man!!"

people like me actually think it's hard ok!! gimme a break.. just help me forget everything and move on.. now i dwell on the papers cos of your inconsiderate comment!! )):


PET PEEVE #5:

stop dropping stuff!!

*CRASH!*

*BOOM!!*

*GI BA BOHH!!*

ok, the last one is a little exaggerated.. but the falling of objects is a horrible distraction.. the teachers will be distracted and so if i want more paper, they won't see me waving my hands in the air frantically, they'll wanna help you pick your stuff up.. and when every second counts, your stuff has cost me ALOT!! go and reflect upon yourself!!


ok.. i know i am being totally unreasonable.. haha, i dun really think about that stuff.. im just upset about something else.. haha, hope at least you were entertained reading this... ok i'm done here.. ciao



i love you!!!
ps: this is the only picture i have of you!!! haha sorry man.. i love abi too!! today was fun!!

I'M BLOGGING!!!! it's the weekends, i haven't had a rest for sooo long.. so DUN JUDGE ME!!



anyway, i wouldn't say im totally confident of all the papers that have passed so far, but it doesn't really matter anymore.. cos i've found inner peace.. haha!! i know, that sounds so weird.. but true i guess..



the first 2 papers were so so bad.. GP and math paper 1 was so hard.. ok actually they were not very hard, it was just that when i was sitting for them, my heart was pounding so hard THROUGHOUT the papers.. i thought i was gonna hyperventilate and die on the spot.. my mind was fuzzy, my palms were sweaty and i was in cold sweat.. (no exaggeration here, ok la maybe a little..)



so i finished feeling DOOMED.. it was such a horrible feeling haha... this might sound a little prideful (but it really isn't!!) but i've never had that kind of doomed feeling after exams before.. so on tues, after the horrendous math paper... i was trying to study for bio (the next day's paper) but i kept thinking about math..


"aiyah.. math everyone will get A one la.. if you don't get A so embarassing la pls!!"- bryan lim

"don't worry about math.. in the end, everyone does well, trust me.."-mr chew

"we must all do well together ok?"-charlene tan


sigh, these supposedly encouraging words were blaring in my head... telling me i'll be the "embrassing" one who doesn't get A for math as quoted by stupid bryan...


so anyway, mid way through studying bio, ok actually thinking about horrendous math, this song came to my head.. "daisy" from switchfoot.. i think it's the nothing is sound album..

the lyrics are

let it go..
daisy let it go..


ok that's all i know.. haha, those are the only lyrics that came to me la.. personally i dun really like the song, i think it's one of the most boring songs switchfoot's ever done, there are few existing but they exist la.. and daisy is one of them.. as seen from my lack of knowledge of the lyrics, i really didn't know the song at all..


but i paid attention to that line.. let it go, daisy let it go... i just felt that it was speaking to me.. it had to be God la.. i mean my name is certainly NOT daisy, (i thank God for that.. i mean who would name their daughter daisy?! it's like might as well be crysanthamum la..) but i felt it speaking to my soul..


i had to let it go... it is now the past, history as they call it.. and there's nothing i can do about it.. i just have to keep my chin [ :) ] up and keep moving forward.. well after that, studying bio was a breeze.. cos i not only let the math and GP go, i let everything else that laid ahead of them go...


so now, there are some hard papers, careless mistakes strewn in many places in my answer sheets, illegibal handwriting that might possibly get rejected by examiners.... but i've let it go... worrying doesn't help one bit.. it helps alot to know that whatever my results will be, God will not forsake me.. that eventually i'll be fine..


joni-jie jie got C C D for her A levels and now she's earning relatively big bucks in an australian bank.. if it doesn't seem impossible at first sight, when it actually happens, it wouldn't be called a miracle.. and my God works miracles..


so im gonna let it go.. do my best and God will do the rest.. i vow to live by that.. cos this phrase has certainly left the mouths of many, but how many people actually live by it?.. i wanna be one of those people..


so anyway,on a lighter note..
amy was telling me how she loves daniel criag as james bond.. i was so shocked because.. daniel craig is UGLY!!! ok, not ugly la, just so not good looking.. and JAMES BOND has to be good looking rite? for those who have been living under a rock daniel craig looks like this..






okok, arguably u might say that im being stupid.. he is certainly not ugly.. he is kinda average wad.. but must i remind you that he is acting as JAMES BOND?!?! i mean james bond is supposed to be the hottest man alive!!! pierce brosnan did a much better job at looking like the hottest man alive.. okok, once again for those rock dwellers.. here's pierce:





old but so good looking!! look at the way he is smiling like a little boy.. makes you wanna smile too.. now scroll up to see daniel craig again.... i bet 10 bucks you are cringing at the difference right?? as am i, you are not alone..


here's my funny conversation with amy just before our math paper 2 today.. it was hilarious


amy: i wanna watch quantum of solace!! i love daniel craig

me: eew.. daniel craig is ugly!! why do you like him?!

amy: what!? he is not ugly!! ok, he is not good looking but he is.... cool(?)

me: cool?!? he is james bond lehh!! i just can't imagine him kissing all those gorgeous girls you know..i shudder at the thought

amy: what?! daniel craig's whole package is better than pierce brosnan ok?! he can act and...... and he's cool(?)

me: huh?! pierce is so good looking la..

amy: daniel craig has very nice eyes..

me: oh please.. every angmoh has nice eyes!

amy: but his are so blue...

me: well.. mine are so black.. don't you think they're gorgeous?!

amy: HAHA!! i might, if i could locate them...

me:....... fine, be like that..

we then proceeded to take out out pencil boxes, entry proofs etc to head into the exam hall... i was grateful for that conversation.. it calmed me down.. haha, i love amy.. she's hilarious..


anyway, pls note that she only could use cool to describe stupid daniel craig.. cool is the word people use when they dunno how to compliment you.. haha, lisa you are so COOL!!! (: at least it's a compliment.. *innocent smile*