wow, it's been so super long since i last came online.. I HAVE NO LIFE!! i know my life is pathetic now, so pathetic that even when i blog, i blog about school.. anyway, just lemme rant about it la ok..

LIST OF THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN NJ:

#1: i got a piece of crap for a maths teacher...
come one, i love maths... (kinda disgusting, i'm sorry la.. cant help it.. ) can't i have a NORMAL maths teacher?!? mine is just plain weird.. he has this goatee that is really distracting.. and he has SEVERE moodswings.. he would blow his top for minute things, then TRY to be funny the next moment.. keyword is try la.. but anyway, he is just this really lousy teacher that cant teach, and would often go one HUGE round that takes up 15mins when whatever he was trying to say can be said in 2 mins...

#2: have a funny classmate...
i discovered a rather retarded person in class- MAX.. his face is so super funny.. everytime i look at his face i would burst out laughing...

max: eh sarah..
sarah: yeah? (turns to look at him)
*BURSTS OUT LAUGHING*
max: why u always laugh one?
sarah: your face is super funny la...
max: ouch..

im serious. that really happened.. i cant explain it, but his expressions and everythins is so hilarious.. nothing else can be said.. at least i laugh more in school because of him le..

#3: i got never-ending homework and assignments..

well, as we all know, i've been slacking and idling my time away for the 1st 2 months.. so right now, i not only have to get the daily work done, i have to catch up on everything that i have missed too.. BAHH!! it's impossible!! i cant even count how many nights i fell asleep with work on my mind, with worries in my head, with depression and despair... this is so not good for me!! and because of the stress i've been binging.. binging plus lack of sleep and stress is a fat sarah who is angsty all the time.. ROAR!!

#4: i passed my chem test!!

good news.. i passed my chem test.. i did better than nao lo.. heh heh.. (psst, nao, lemme haolian abit hor.. u always beat me.. LOL) so anyway, i got 10.5/20.. i know it's a borderline pass.. but im estatic!! especially since alot of pple got single digit.. on top of that.. MY CHEM TUTOR ROCKS!! he's so nice and he lets the 2nd intakers take their time to catch up, no stress.. and he just cares for us la.. can tell.. only thing is he's like balding a little? so young balding le.. must be the NJ environment...

#5: my chinese sucks..

well, we took a chinese test on the 1st day of chinese tutorials and we were seperated into classes based on our results after that.. i'm in the lousy class.. so lousy that the teacher has to use english to explain to us the words, if not we dont understand.. so lousy that the teacher has to buy sweets for us just so we'll listen to her.. so lousy that the teacher has to use games to get us to learn our sheng zi.. poor teacher rite.. oh well, we ARE the lousy class u know.. lol...

that's about all i wanna say la.. super long, but it's been like a week since i came online?!? lemme say all i want to say.. cos by the way things look, it'll be super long till i blog again.. slowly read and re-read this entry.. make it last.. lol...

my tagbaord disappered!! it's gone?? lol.. wadever.. anyway, had a great time with the gang on friday!! it was so fun! we were at food junction crapping and everyone were staring at us... but it's been a looong time sonce i laughed that much.. it's just non-stop laughing with tzewei.. u can go see our dumb antics at www.unreal-.blogspot.com.. wang's blog.. gosh, we r retarded!!

did all sorts of nonsense, but of cos the whole reason we net was so we can send prepare the stuff that we wana send to huiqian.. everytime i see a dog or some animal i'll think of her.. imagining her treating animals and simple doing what she loves.. im so happy for her!! but yet, i wanna be selfish and drag her here to stay.. I MISS U HUIQIAN!! cant wait to hug u when u come back in dec.. love ya loads...

anyway.. i'd like to clarify once and for all that touch rugby is not a contact sport!! no tackling is involved!! so leon, u stupid crap!! DO NOT TACKLE ME!! I AM NOT SKILLED IN THAT AREA!! cant believe he did tackle me though.. i almost fell la.. the impact so great.. yes, leon ran towards me and tackled me on saturday... lol... wad crap.. oh well... it's back to mugging right now.. see ya peeps..

stumbled upon this.. since im bored.. lemme fill it up..

If you opened this, FILL ITOUT! Learn 50 things aboutyour friends,
and let them learn 50 things about you!
(NOTE: I opened it and I hadto fill it out...rules are rules)
1. How tall are you barefoot?- sensitive issue la!!.. 154cm
2. Have you ever smokedheroin?- no
3. Do you own a gun?- wish i had!! *looks murderously at u...*
4. Who's your best friend?- too many... the Bpian gang? ^.^
5. Do you get nervous before"meeting the parents"?- i love them!! hear the teachers rave about me.. HAHA
6. What do you think of hot dogs?- wha.. make me crave ikea hotdogs.. and TAIWAN XIANG CHANG!!
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?-we are the reason
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?- water
9. Can you do push ups?- can.. i think?.. halfway counted?
10. Is your bathroom clean?- DUH!
11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?- ear rings.. tho i dun wear..
12. Do you like painkillers?- ya, i have low tolerance for pain one..
13. What is your secret weapon to lurin the opposite sex?- LOL! none??
14. Do you own a knife?- wish i had!! (again) *looks even more murderously at u*
15. Do you have A.D.D.?- if i did i wouldn't even reach qns 15
16. Middle Name?- *space*
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?-can't believe im doing this, should i pon school tml, cant believe sanjaya still in american idol...
18. Name the last 3 thingsyou have bought:- sushi, chicken pie, MATHS STUDY GUIDE!!
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:-milo, water, saliva?
21.what time did you wake up today?-6.30
22Current worry?- how badly i'll fail my chem test
23 Current hate?-failing my chem test
24. Favorite place to be?- church
25. Least favorite placeto be?- school
26. Where would you like to go?- HEAVEN!
27. Do you own slippers?-DUH!!
28. What shirt are you wearing?- some old orange shirt
30. Favorite color(s)?- blue and black
31 Would you be a pirate?- yeah.. can meet capt Jack Sparrow!
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?- few weeks ago.. barcadi!
33. What songs do you singin the shower?- anyhow whack la..
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?-sadako
35. What's in your pocketsright now?- No pockets
36. Last thing that madeyou laugh?- conver with tzewei
37 Best bed sheets you had as a child?- the bear bear one!!
38. Worst injury you've ever had?- sprained my ankle, swelled to twice its size k!!
40. How many TVs do you have?- 2
41 Who is your loudest friend?-TZEWEI!!
42 Who is your most silent friend?-i ain't got silent friends
43. Does someone have a crush on you?-no.. *saddened* lol
44. Do you wish on shooting stars?-never seen one.. i wish upon satellites..
45 What is your favoritebook?-The surgeon
46. What is your favoritecandy?-TOO MANY!! hohoho.. *drool*
47. What song do/did youwant played at your wedding?-my husband muz sing to me.. serenade
48 What song do you wantplayed at your funeral?-some super sad song to make pple reaslise how impt i am.. LOL
49. What were you doing12 AM last night?-MUGGING!! im disgusted with myself
50. What was the First thing you thought of when you woke up?- time to mug!!

WHEE!!! i remade my blog.. aint it cute now.. nono, im not in love with anyone.. the little people just looked too cute to miss.. so i just used this skin.. anyway with a black skin my words look nicer in the rainbow colours!! heh heh.. anyway, i'm a blog noob and i dunno how come the links have my address before the linked ones... no idea y.. wadever.. anyone kind enough to help me out here? lol...

well, i guess i sounded very critical of NJ in the last post.. it's not that bad la.. i guess there are still nice pple like michelle and nat and charlene... YA!! wang, there's a girl with your exact name in my class!! i guess i just missed the bpians alot and am kinda measuring the NJ friends with them.. so the NJ pple look super bad since bpians are IMMEASURABLY AWESOME!! the best bunch of pple i've been around..

okok, church peeps, u guys r great too.. but it's just different when im with my bpian friends.. we are just ONE!! ok, i sound kinda freaky now... lalala.. tml there's a gathering and i just can't wait.. we're not gonna do anythign in particular, just hanging out and talking and enjoying each others' company.. cant wait to crap with tzewei.. read his blog, sounds like he misses crapping too.. dun worry!! im here for u tzewei!! laugh as loud as u want.. i'll be beside u laughing my head off too...

finished my test today.. im gonna fail FOR SURE!! my gases sucked, i forgot the ideal gas formula.. LOL.. and my redox sucked cos i count my electrons wrongly.. then the moles all wrong, so my calculations all wrong too.. die die.. luckily not counted one this test.. if not i'll surely be kicked out of H2 chem.. LOL...

ok.. so i've started school and the good news is.. I AM IN NAO'S CLASS!!! whee.. the bad news??

#1. i have a chem test on thurs that i probably will fail.. thanks to LISA who didnt help me with my gases.. lol..

#2. the freaking uniform is fire proof so it is unventilated and is super stiff... as a result, i sweat in it and it makes my look fat cos it doesn't fall around my body.. it sticks out, kinda, making me look W I D E....

#3. i have to catch up on sooooo many things.. cos SA was of no help to me.. and whatever little help they tried to offer to us? i didnt get cos i ponned so many classes... im behind in everything!! to make matters worse, NJ's 1st three months was packed and so im REALLY behind u know..

#4. it's great being with nao.. but her class people are jsut not wad i expected? we cant connect.. u know how sometimes u say something or some joke and the person just doesn't get it.. well almost her whole class is like that.. it's so frustrating when u wanna "bond" but u aren't on the same frequency..

#5. if i have to regret one thing about leaving sa, it'll be the food.. sa's food really rocks.. the chicken rice is the best i have tasted.. AND nj's food sucks.. on the bright side, it doesn't have armpit hair or maggots.. (bp uncle, i hope somehow u r reading this) and i'll get to lose weight cos i won't eat alot..

#6. i wanted nj to be dominated by bpians so i can see familiar faces and be comforted.. that didn't happen, but instead.. pple like zeyi the smelly monster and huimin the retard- cum- rubber band stealer are here... ARGH!! *pulling hair out*

#7. zai and priya, the only two friends i kinda connected to when i crashed are transfered to another class?!?! nothing else to say man...

#8. i dun get to see tze wei everyday le.. my beloved crapping partner.. im afraid if i start my retardedness in nj i'll be labelled as a freak.. LOL.. at least in bp i had a fellow freak.. i miss pao and noeleen and wang and cow.. and HUIQIAN!! happy bday gurl..

that's all i can think of right now.. probably have more.. just too depressed to think now.. whaaa!!!

gahh!! school's starting le.. no more honeymoon period.. it's time to get down and hit the books.. maybe i'm a little too late actually.. i like have a chem test on the 1st day of school.. and i know NUTS about chem.. i used to be good at chem.. then somehow dunno y chem became one of my worse subjects.. i started to hate it.. then somemore i didnt take chem for 1st three months and i honestly knowing nothing about JC chem.. i dun wanna fail my first chem test.. some teacher says i have to do well in chem if not i have to drop it.. since my chem got a B in Olevels... i dun want!! i wanna take chem and be in the same class as Nao..

shucks.. mugging sucks.. i wanna go settlers... i wanna go out and eat good food.. i wanna go play laser quest.. i wanna go watch movies.. i wanna just go out and do something!! i dun wanna stay at home anymore!! nothing is sinking in... all i have is this huge stack of notes that i muz read and UNDERSTAND.. who can understand chem without a teacher? i just read endless words that i can't even pronouce? i need a chem tutor!!! any good ones that would like to help me?? preferably for FREE!!!... ):

lol... it's been so long since i posted.. cos i was avoiding the fact that i actually got posted to AJ.. i didnt wanna post it partly cos i was too upset and was avoiding it, and partly cos i sorta hoped, or knew that my appeal would be successful... and ya, God did it again.. the God of the impossible showed His power again.. lol..

honestly, my appeal was so horrible la.. to those non- YI pple.. lemme elaborate.. i appealed through general appeal, not CCA.. and the teachers would seperate the CCA and the general appealers and look through the CCA ones first... also, they would accept the 1st intakers and the higher mother tongue people first.. so basically, me, without CCA, without 1st 3 months and without higher mother tongue would be the last batch of appealers the teachers would look at.. ON TOP OF THAT!! i appealed with only my results slip and no other documents, testimonials or certificates.. so, i guess i would be the last of the last batch of people they look through..

but still, God would never let me down and since He spoke and promised that i would make it... i did.. heh heh.. when i went there on thurs to take the transfer form, nao said she thought cow would have a better chance than me.. and she asked me how i made it one.. haha, i knew it was God la.. abit sad for cow though.. he didnt make it.. haii.. actually, no one else did.. yiyan, qiu rong, qian hui all didnt make it.. oh well, now u know how impossible it is rite?? my God is awesome!!!

now my only worry is that i dun go into the same class as nao.. i need her la!! or i will sure fail everything.. and her class rocks.. full of nice and fun pple.. oh ya, i joined touch rugby too.. only 2 pracs a week.. managable and can lose loads of weight too!! hope i dun faint though.. their practices muz run like 12 rounds one.. thats like 4.8 km?!?! lol.. erm... oh well.. 43kg?? here i come.. (:

just a few more hours till the posting..

my heart is beating so fast..

my mind is blank..

can i make it to Nj..

or can i not..

AHH!!! scary.. lol.. i wanna go nj.. i wanna go nj.. i wanna go nj.. i wanna go nj.. i wanna go nj..
haha.. 8am then can check the posting results.. i thought midnight can check le.. but cannot.. muz sleep, wake up than can check.. should i sleep tonight? haha.. i dun mind spending the whole night awake.. spend some time with God maybe? lol.. haii.. will post the results out once i get it... gotta take my mind off this in the mean time...

wow.. im finally back online.. it's been so long!! well, i've been sick these few days.. and the medication that i take makes me drowsy all the time.. i can spend up to 16 hrs just sleeping.. and im fine with it u know, i love sleeping.. but i do feel it's a waste of my time.. like just sleeping and sleeping all day.. im disgusted with myself.. LOL!

i hope i lost weight in the peroid of 4 days.. cos i dun eat alot, no appetite.. then i sleep so much and according to Reader's Digest, sleeping burns up more calories than watching tv.. so i reckon that sleeping is quite an efficent calorie burner? oh wadever.. i dun wanna be a shallow bimbo talking about my weight all the time..

actually im pretty concerned for my sis.. she is freaking SKINNY, not even slim.. and she would look at herself in the mirror and pinch wadever skin that she has on her body and say she's fat.. she would weigh herself like at least 5 times a day? and she does sit ups and stuff cos she says she's too fat.. ok, she is 158 cm and 42 kg... she has big bones.. so pls imagine how skinny she is.. she doesnt eat meals. just an occasional snack like a biscuit or something.. it's quite frightening actually.. pls do pray for her ya? she says she's fine and has no eating disorder, but all signs point in another direction.. argh, why cant we all be happy the way we are?
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i know why... cos we are too concerned over how others percieve us to be.. God created us perfect, each and everyone of us.. so i propose that we be happy the way we are and not try to change anything.. ya? ** if u r really overweight or underweight or something, i guess u should do something about it cos it's not healthy.. but if u aren't, be contented!!**
follow in lisa's footsteps... she is happy being short and old-looking.. so we should be happy with the way we look too.. (: LOL... sry lisa...