u know wad.. im gonna blog some other time.. i blogged twice but both something happened and it got deleted.. and it was a touching post but now im too pissed to wirte it again SINCERLY.. so i shall postpone it and blog again soon...

i love today.. i miss tzewei alot!!.. boo.. for so long i never laugh hysterically with him le.. that kind of spasmodic laughter where we breathe and laugh at the same time... LOUDLY.. poor nao, have to sit through it.. but i think she enjoyed it.. oh well.. :D

i went to nao's house happily thinking about wad subjects i should mug.. and then when i reached and started mugging for like 30 mins, tzewei comes and RUINS EVERYTHING!!.. i didnt do anything in the end la.. so disappointing.. but then we kept talking crap and laughing and stuff.. he kept saying nao and youchuen.. that sparked off a series of horrible laughter.. tzewei and i kept laughing.. nonstop.. and nao tried to time us but then she cannot find the timer on the handphone..-.- it would be quite long tho.. seriously, i had a headache after that cos my brain lack oxygen..

2 more days to our next outing and im counting down the hours.. whee, so exciting.. if only qian was here too.. then i would feel complete.. qian, come back soon ok.. wadeva chance u have, do come back.. even if it's only for like 2 days, do come back.. i'll surely pon school to spend time with u one.. dun worry..

and nao, i know u r very stressed up over PW now.. and your group really sucks.. but dun worry.. u'll get through this, like how u got through everything else.. like how u got through qian leaving.. like how u got through the last 16 years of your life being a blur sotong.. like how u got through being born with a HUGE SEVEN-HEAD.. like how u got through being frens with me.. lol(: jia you.. i know u can do it!!

and tzewei.. dun EVER CHANGE.. even when u get old and start balding.. i mean, finish balding since u obviously started balding a long time ago.. and i know i dun say this enough, but u rock.. (: u bring laughter into my life like no one else has, and will.. spending that few hours with u may seem insignificant, but i really needed it.. and stop losing weight can.. u look cuter plump.. and if u keep losing weight, i'll feel super zi bei.. i NEED someone around me who is not thin.. LOL.. joking la..

4L2/2006 ROCKS FOREVER!! love ya all loads and loads.. it's times like these i wish i could turn back time and relish in your presence..

well, this week is almost over and im gonna miss it.. it was great this week, very slack.. nao calls it a de-stressing week.. actually 2 of us overdid alot, so this week we got to slack.. she's worse than me though, REALLY TOTALLY didnt do anything.. at least i did a little here and there.. anyway, nao's bday just passed and i know wad she means about missing celebrating her bday without us.. dun worry nao!! labour day is coming and we'll soon have a great day out together.. heh heh.. can't wait.. muz bring camera.. (:

anyway, still gotta do GPP for PW.. grr, sick subject man.. me and nao both feel that most of our stress comes from all the projects we gotta do.. we have 5 projects at hand now u know.. and the whole deal of working with people who do not want to work is infuriating.. working with people who push u too hard is really bad too.. ARGH!! like for PW, i have 2 super over achievers in my group and they are constantly fighting to be heard, to take the place of the "leader".. giving the rest so much to do.. to research on.. blah blah.. gimme a break, pls.. stop it.. PW isn't THAT impt rite?..

but on the other hand.. for like chem and econs project, the grp pple are totally indifferent that the deadline is drawing near and they push the work to me and nao one.. i dun mind working with people.. but working with people like those just make me wish there was no such thing as projects.. oh well, no point complaining.. gotta get back to GPP now.. counting down the days to labour day.. hmmmmmmmm

2nd post of the day.. im super free today la.. lol, lemme waste some time.. anyway the previous post was like bad cos the words so small.. i only meant to make the bad word small.. in the end everything also small.. hmm.. boo.. anyway.. just wanna tell the world that i passed my econs test!! heh heh. i think me and nao got the 2 highest scores in class.. she got half mark more than me.. )): but anyway, before u start being happy for me, i got 11/20 la.. LOL!! only like 4 or 5 pple passed i think.. and me and nao are included.. so ya, wadeva.. lol..

i discovered im not that bad in econs.. cos got those kind of free-response questions then u write stuff that u cant find in your notes one.. so is like basically write your own responses la.. and those carry lots of marks and im like good at that.. cos i LOVE TO CRAP!! who ever said crapping is of no use?! heh heh.. like one small point i can elaborate and write until like the whole page.. like in the test.. and in my case study question.. and is intelligent crapping (oxy-moron) so its valid la.. those really write nonsense crap duh of cos fail la..

hmm, im in a good mood today la.. i think u all can tell.. LALALAL!! cos huiqian's package arrived and i found out from nao i got a present too!! heh heh.. plus a really long letter.. cant wait to go get it.. (((: plus i got 2nd highest in class for econs test and saw a cute guy on the bus.. stupid pervert ruined it a little but ya, today rocks.. it's only 7 plus and i've finished my work!! slack for 4 hours before sleeping? yep.. nice..

u won't believe wad i saw today while walking to the bus stop this morning.. this guy was like wearing trousers with this rubber penis sewed to the there.. when i saw it i was so shocked!! i was so scared and disgusted at the same time.. is that supposed to be FUNNY?!?!?! well it is freaking not!! it was like wobbling too cos its like rubber.. wad crap?!? hello?.. this is a public place darn u.. where innocent little girls are walking around (not me la, there were other school girls ok).. u wanna flaunt your little fetish for fake THINGS pls go somewhere else.. i hate perverts.. i honestly wanted to cry le.. it's horrible.. i cannot stand these kind of things one.. dun forget i was the only one who cried during mission trip cos of that stupid VIDEO.. whaaa

anyway, there was an upside to that morning.. cos on the bus, i saw this really cute HC guy.. oh gosh.. (((: so happy.. deprived of cute guys ever since i stepped into BP.. it's been like more than 4 years.. gimme a break.. lol.. but ya, he looked like a cuter version of wuzun, cos he not so "man", with muscles and stuff.. but it was like a normal body.. i hate bulky muscular type btw.. unlike huiqian.. who LOVES those bulging man-breasts... plus muz be balding and be a sharp-nosed 40 something guy.. lol, haii.. huiqian ar, WAKE UP!!

i love tuesdays!! end like at 3.. my earliest day!! whee.. then today not much homework somemore.. can slack!! heh heh.. I FEEL GOOD.. neh neh neh neh neh neh neh... :D

u know when u did something stupid and u SOOO regret it but there's nothing to be done? well, i just did it.. dun ask me about it pls.. but ya.. i feel so retarded.. ARGH!! i wanna slap myself.. im stupid stupid stupid... NOonoNooo... i wish i could turn back time..

anyway, my PI's not done cos i have to redo it AGAIN!!.. for the third time le.. deadline is in 2 days.. is there really a possible way to write to the government about PW? i am so serious, pls do not think i am joking.. but i really really want to save future generations from the HORRORS of pw.. and no matter what they say about the "benefits" of pw, it is bullcrap.. cos if im the daughter of some MP and i say i hate PW, it'll probably be gone the next year..

im like 17, will i go to jail if this gets discovered? lol.. wadeva, im just crapping.. i NEED to go out with the L2 peeps again.. pls make time for the outing k? i really cannot go much furthur if we dun meet soon.. u guys destress me and make me happy again.. i wont need the endophine from chocolates when im with u all... ARGH!! y dun we all pon school one day to go out together?? lol.. ya rite, like nao would agree.. ))):

IT'S OFFICIAL!! my training starts in may.. whee!! so excited.. nao makes touch sound so fun!! and though my stamina sucks now, it'll get better and i can be fit!! and get perfect score in napha like bei!! btw i got gold la.. heng, my 2.4 got C.. LOL.. anyway, i gotta go rush my PI out le.. GOSH!! the deep hatred i have for it is growing... roar

I AM ACHING ALL OVER!! i am really super unfit la.. just do 5 items of napha and im aching so badly.. though im most prob gonna get a gold.. only need a C for 2.4, but the amt of pain im in is rather shocking.. like 5 items only leh!! plus, im so sick.. i didnt do anything to aggravate the sickness.. i didnt eat heaty food or drink cold drinks.. y am i coughing so badly that i wanna puke?? and also the amt of mucus im producing is astounding!! i think if u collect all the mucus i blew out of my nose, u can swim in it.. erm, i dunno y i wrote that.. kinda gross.. but it's true!!

slacked alot these few days and then i realised im super behind.. for like 4 days i slacked didnt do much work and im already wayyy behind.. PW is ARGH!!.. chemical bonding muz do before mon.. GP have so many things to do.. functions is irritating.. econs is drowning me.. heng bio is so wadeva.. if not i'll really die.. boo.. in a way i am a little guilty for slacking so much and causing myself so much stress.. but those 4 days are probably the best days i am gonna have in 2 years.. cos i have noticed that slacking= more stress in the end.. so no more slacking for me.. im scared le.. if u ask me now whether i'll trade nj for like some lousy jc, have fun for 2 years but end up doing badly for A levels.. i think i would say i will.. but i know i'll regret it la.. cos i know myself, being satisfied as i look at my results brings me great joy.. so all i can say right now is... JIAYOU SARAH!! not jiayou jinshun ar.. not like i would know anything about that show since i freaking DON'T WATCH TV ANYMORE!! boo..

shh.. dun tell anyone, im ponning school tml.. MUAHAHAH!! i keep telling myself that i deserve a break, that it's ok to skip lessons and school once in awhile.. and while i may be deluding myself, im blissfully in oblivion and im gonna stay that way.. anyway, everyone i know are frustrated with pw.. bahh.. here's wad my HORRIBLY IRRITATING pw teacher said to my friend in class today after we had finished our first PI draft.. my friend did on the person who invented the elevator.

H.I.T (horribly irritating teacher): you need to redo it and change your topic. it is not dramatic enough!
friend: but y? everyone needs elevators..
HIT: it needs to be a dramatic shift, that is neccesary in people's lives.
friend: but skyscrapers need lifts wad..
HIT: i dun think lifts are needed in skyscrapers..

well well well.. little miss superwoman can just fly up the skyscraper la.. or maybe hire a helicopter to take her up to the 100th floor.. stupid stupid stupid.. PW SUCKS!! and i hear a resounding cheer in the background.. it's so hard to be a student nowadays.. 10 years ago people would scoff at the idea of having a silly subject called PW.. but now it contributes to our university admission?! boooo... i wonder if i can combine forces with the whole J1 population.. and we can boycott PW.. LET'S ALL FAIL!! whahah..

when i pon school tml i can finally watch american idol.. see melinda doolittle.. i hope she wins.. LALALALA!!

im frustrated with the world.. i dunno why but my temper is very bad nowadays.. not too extreme like, i dun shout and scream but i get really easily irritated.. just feel like slapping u, but i wun do it.. i only got a few more mins to finish this post then it's back to my mugging.. according to my schedule.. good news is, im almost done catching up!! maybe in a week or two, i can lead a slightly more normal life.. bad news? homework never ends.. wad a terribly boring life i live..

anyway, fitting into NJ was never an issue in my mind.. all i thought of when i entered the school was to do well and be happy.. i guess i can pretty much handle the doing well part, considering the time i spend on it.. but like, right now fitting in seems more of an issue now.. of cos im ever so grateful for danao.. but i think people look and have thoughts that she's my only friend.. lol.. if i cant find her, im on my own.. i dun go look for other people to hang out with.. dun get me wrong, nj people are fine, i guess it's not just about the frequency thing, it's also that they already found their friends and their cliques and im just an extra.

max admitted to me that he looks down on 2nd intakers and feels that they very extra.. i wonder if that's how everyone else feels.. if they do, i'll just dig and hole and bury myself in it.. i need to be around people!! i love company.. school sucks..

bahh bahh black sheep have u any wool?
yes sir yes sir 3 bags full
one for my master, one for my dame..
the last bag got stolen or i lost it again.... RANDOMNESS!!!

AHH!!! pimple breakout!! very horrible.. this is no joke.. the tremendous amount of stress im going through right now would probably crush most of u.. plus the stupid weather is horrible.. raining so heavily one moment, blazing hot the next.. this increases the amount of oil on your face ok.. shucks, im hideous right now.. LOL.. okok, well, i hate pw.. im so stressed out by it la.. doing endless research and all for what?! NOTHING!! like this stupid pw thing has no contributions to my future whatsoever.. sure, i'll need it to go U, but i won't be using it for my work next time wad.. stress out for nothing..

im only blogging right now cos im tired of doing pw so i just decided to use the internet for something MORE CONSTRUCTIVE.. lol.. so im blogging.. lalala.. anyway, my initial plans to go out and slack during Good Friday is officially ruined... my day is packed with none other than..... MUGGING PLANS!! hohoho.. my life is SOOOOO MEANINGFUL!!! ARGH!! i have no life.. i never watch TV for so long le.. i didn't even know Chris was out of American idol until my sis told me.. boo hoo hoo.. lemme whine a little.. ( following in my dear esther's footsteps) POOR ME!! ))): lol

u all should see my organizer one day.. it's so nice!! i decorate until so colourful.. hui qian, u'll wanna steal it away from me.. all the rainbow colours and everything.. the only bad thing is if u look at the contents, it is all my study plans and my homework and stuff.. but u look from far away it's like so attractive la.. at least i feel so.. haha.. okok.. i probably slacked enough.. lemme go do stupid useless PW now.. byee!!

wow, 2 posts in 2 days.. not bad... (: well, today after church i rushed off to meet my old primary school friends.. jinhao's birthday party... lol, it was INTERESTING to meet people that i've not met for soooo long... it's so funny... short people grew taller... tall people grew even taller.. there were fat people and thin people.. nerds became cool... cool people became nerds.. ( i think i belong in this category.. haha) we all look so different.. haha.. had fun reminiscing about our childish retarded past.. like when we were bored with chinese class and a whole bunch of us went to the toilet and danced indian dance... LOL... and how we cheated during tests and exams.. fun times fun times... so carefree without any stress.. haii.. i miss primary school la..

here are some of the more interesting people in class 6A/2002:

calvin chia: hearthrob and heartbreaker.. currently unattached( so he says..) funny, smart and good looking.. girls who dun mind having their hearts broken or who just wanna have the pleasure of having a good looking boyfriend, go to him.. lol.. in HCI now.. told u he's smart..

sim chun: previous super nerd who topped CCKPS for psle.. now, he actually looks normal... BUT he is a bit gay.. attacking calvin by trying to hug him all the time.. claims he is straight, but till proven that it's a fact, i would say he is a gay.. lol.. no la.. became kinda cool to hang out with despite his nerdy past.. likes to act emo but would burst out laughing in the end.. in HCI now..

jinhao: the birthday boy.. previous gay turned straight!! so happy for him.. seeing him flirt with girls, not guys.. lol.. i guess he was just a little confused as a little boy.. always says out of point stuff that would make people like "huh??".. i think he in HCI too..

regina: funny talk crap kinda girl.. when i just wanna waste time talking nonsense can go to her... she has endless nonsense to say.. but very entertaining.. very touchy.. her hands need to be busy one.. she has to touch something, or play with something.. in SAJC, not really enjoying it there..

hmm, actually got many more.. but dun wanna npre u with people u dont know.. but all my pri school friends super smart one.. alot in HCI and RJ.. then NJ also quite a few.. AJ SAJC also got.. smart huh... haha.. hope another gathering is planned la, so can catch up with them.. oh ya, and the guys are very gentlemanly la.. they sent all the girls home and everything.. when we walk, they'll open the doors and hold them for us kind.. i havent seen guys like that in a long long time.. haha.. guys, pls learnt something ok.. girls deserve to be treated like precious treasure.. (((: