ok, i got a new skin.. couldn't wait for abi anymore haha.. i was just so sick of my old skin.. and yes yes, i know this skin is kinda ummmmm...... BUT!! it will change soon right?? *nudges abigail*


i just picked one at randomness.. the links and everything are not set up yet, duh why spend so much time on a temporary skin?!


anyway, this song is beautiful.. not a big fan of nick lachey, but the lyrics of this song are really wad i'm feeling right now.. i don't know how i will snap out of it, i keep telling myself to grow up.. i have to be the grown-up right? but i just can't.. i don't deal well with situations like this.. i am a runner.. i run away from everything.. but i know this will catch up with me..


so God help me, help me to face it.. face it with courage and strength, so that i can give her peace and security.. it's times like this that break my front, i don't like that feeling.. i want more time