I'M BLOGGING!!!! it's the weekends, i haven't had a rest for sooo long.. so DUN JUDGE ME!!



anyway, i wouldn't say im totally confident of all the papers that have passed so far, but it doesn't really matter anymore.. cos i've found inner peace.. haha!! i know, that sounds so weird.. but true i guess..



the first 2 papers were so so bad.. GP and math paper 1 was so hard.. ok actually they were not very hard, it was just that when i was sitting for them, my heart was pounding so hard THROUGHOUT the papers.. i thought i was gonna hyperventilate and die on the spot.. my mind was fuzzy, my palms were sweaty and i was in cold sweat.. (no exaggeration here, ok la maybe a little..)



so i finished feeling DOOMED.. it was such a horrible feeling haha... this might sound a little prideful (but it really isn't!!) but i've never had that kind of doomed feeling after exams before.. so on tues, after the horrendous math paper... i was trying to study for bio (the next day's paper) but i kept thinking about math..


"aiyah.. math everyone will get A one la.. if you don't get A so embarassing la pls!!"- bryan lim

"don't worry about math.. in the end, everyone does well, trust me.."-mr chew

"we must all do well together ok?"-charlene tan


sigh, these supposedly encouraging words were blaring in my head... telling me i'll be the "embrassing" one who doesn't get A for math as quoted by stupid bryan...


so anyway, mid way through studying bio, ok actually thinking about horrendous math, this song came to my head.. "daisy" from switchfoot.. i think it's the nothing is sound album..

the lyrics are

let it go..
daisy let it go..


ok that's all i know.. haha, those are the only lyrics that came to me la.. personally i dun really like the song, i think it's one of the most boring songs switchfoot's ever done, there are few existing but they exist la.. and daisy is one of them.. as seen from my lack of knowledge of the lyrics, i really didn't know the song at all..


but i paid attention to that line.. let it go, daisy let it go... i just felt that it was speaking to me.. it had to be God la.. i mean my name is certainly NOT daisy, (i thank God for that.. i mean who would name their daughter daisy?! it's like might as well be crysanthamum la..) but i felt it speaking to my soul..


i had to let it go... it is now the past, history as they call it.. and there's nothing i can do about it.. i just have to keep my chin [ :) ] up and keep moving forward.. well after that, studying bio was a breeze.. cos i not only let the math and GP go, i let everything else that laid ahead of them go...


so now, there are some hard papers, careless mistakes strewn in many places in my answer sheets, illegibal handwriting that might possibly get rejected by examiners.... but i've let it go... worrying doesn't help one bit.. it helps alot to know that whatever my results will be, God will not forsake me.. that eventually i'll be fine..


joni-jie jie got C C D for her A levels and now she's earning relatively big bucks in an australian bank.. if it doesn't seem impossible at first sight, when it actually happens, it wouldn't be called a miracle.. and my God works miracles..


so im gonna let it go.. do my best and God will do the rest.. i vow to live by that.. cos this phrase has certainly left the mouths of many, but how many people actually live by it?.. i wanna be one of those people..


so anyway,on a lighter note..
amy was telling me how she loves daniel criag as james bond.. i was so shocked because.. daniel craig is UGLY!!! ok, not ugly la, just so not good looking.. and JAMES BOND has to be good looking rite? for those who have been living under a rock daniel craig looks like this..






okok, arguably u might say that im being stupid.. he is certainly not ugly.. he is kinda average wad.. but must i remind you that he is acting as JAMES BOND?!?! i mean james bond is supposed to be the hottest man alive!!! pierce brosnan did a much better job at looking like the hottest man alive.. okok, once again for those rock dwellers.. here's pierce:





old but so good looking!! look at the way he is smiling like a little boy.. makes you wanna smile too.. now scroll up to see daniel craig again.... i bet 10 bucks you are cringing at the difference right?? as am i, you are not alone..


here's my funny conversation with amy just before our math paper 2 today.. it was hilarious


amy: i wanna watch quantum of solace!! i love daniel craig

me: eew.. daniel craig is ugly!! why do you like him?!

amy: what!? he is not ugly!! ok, he is not good looking but he is.... cool(?)

me: cool?!? he is james bond lehh!! i just can't imagine him kissing all those gorgeous girls you know..i shudder at the thought

amy: what?! daniel craig's whole package is better than pierce brosnan ok?! he can act and...... and he's cool(?)

me: huh?! pierce is so good looking la..

amy: daniel craig has very nice eyes..

me: oh please.. every angmoh has nice eyes!

amy: but his are so blue...

me: well.. mine are so black.. don't you think they're gorgeous?!

amy: HAHA!! i might, if i could locate them...

me:....... fine, be like that..

we then proceeded to take out out pencil boxes, entry proofs etc to head into the exam hall... i was grateful for that conversation.. it calmed me down.. haha, i love amy.. she's hilarious..


anyway, pls note that she only could use cool to describe stupid daniel craig.. cool is the word people use when they dunno how to compliment you.. haha, lisa you are so COOL!!! (: at least it's a compliment.. *innocent smile*