Don't be afraid to hurt me
It wouldn't be your first
Wounds heal over time
Mine i'll carefully nurse

I'm tired of being tired
Pray, just let me go
Dear winds, take my thoughts
I didn't want to know

Don't waste your time on me
I know how much i'm worth
you've not yet truly seen the world,
seas of people not yet surfed

If you take me, don't break me
I crack under pressure
If you don't want me, throw me
I promise you won't see the tears


anyway, i read in reader's digest that the chance of someone liking you increases by about 40% ( i dunno how they got this statistic..lol) after he/she knows that you like him/her.. in other words, if you confess your feelings to someone, there is a 40% INCREASE in chances that the feeling will be reciprocated. rather than if you just kept quiet..


this is because it is human nature to want to be loved, and when one knows that he's liked by someone, he'll start to like her too, for reasons only hormones would know.. so yes, i would say that it is mere INFATUATION, for love is so much deeper


random? hahaha, i know.. although i'll bet people are gonna wanna try this haha.. 40% increase leh!! even if the reciprocated feeling is only infatuation, at least you got a shot! (: confess your hearts out haha.. er, if you have low willpower to overcome temptations i'd say wait till you're 21 first though (:

very interesting right?.. everyone just wants to be loved... hmm, food for thought haha


anyways.... i guess i better annouce this to everyone, for people like huiqian and tzewei who i'd lose contact with for weeks on end... I AM GOING TO AMERICA!!! woot!!!!! :DDD


thanks to someone i feel kinda selfish and undeserving for going.. but i'm still kinda excited to go.. im a beast i know sigh..


i'm gonna be staying in south carolina although we'd make a 4day stop at orlando.. heee i'm finally gonna get out of SOUTH-EAST asia.. yes, im pathetic i know *frowns*


work has been... a drag, especially after surgery week.. now everything i do seem so boring and meaningless haha.. its a comparison thing oh wells.. plus plus plus.. i'm falling sick.. which is why i'm here blogging instead of being at prayer meeting la..


i have flu and a sore throat.. plus the kind of going-to-have-fever-but-not-quite-there-yet feeling is arising.. i probably got it from my colleague, the air-con environment.. one sick all sick since were breathing each other's air


which reminds me.. my colleague was funny.. cos she was sick and grouchy and she's been doing work the whole day and well, she realised she was doing something wrongly and she shouted at the top of her voice AIYAH D*MN IT LA!!!! lol, everyone looked at her..


but i understand how she feels.. when i'm sick, i'm super irritable too.. ): somebody gimme a panadol!


TAGGIES:

huiqian: GURRLLL!! i have to admit i wanted to send you off but i.. i... OVERSLEPT -.- useless me.. i'll write you a letter once i get the prezzie from danao!! :D

lisa: hey hey are you free on 16th march? as in can you take leave then? cos i have off day then (: it's the day i come back from USA.. we can go settlers with 3mao they all!!

tzewei: sigh AHWEI I MISS YOU!! why you break camp never tell me one?... i didnt even know you were out.. so you become tan and buff already or not?!? (:


Don’t waste your time or time will waste you