im frustrated with the world.. i dunno why but my temper is very bad nowadays.. not too extreme like, i dun shout and scream but i get really easily irritated.. just feel like slapping u, but i wun do it.. i only got a few more mins to finish this post then it's back to my mugging.. according to my schedule.. good news is, im almost done catching up!! maybe in a week or two, i can lead a slightly more normal life.. bad news? homework never ends.. wad a terribly boring life i live..

anyway, fitting into NJ was never an issue in my mind.. all i thought of when i entered the school was to do well and be happy.. i guess i can pretty much handle the doing well part, considering the time i spend on it.. but like, right now fitting in seems more of an issue now.. of cos im ever so grateful for danao.. but i think people look and have thoughts that she's my only friend.. lol.. if i cant find her, im on my own.. i dun go look for other people to hang out with.. dun get me wrong, nj people are fine, i guess it's not just about the frequency thing, it's also that they already found their friends and their cliques and im just an extra.

max admitted to me that he looks down on 2nd intakers and feels that they very extra.. i wonder if that's how everyone else feels.. if they do, i'll just dig and hole and bury myself in it.. i need to be around people!! i love company.. school sucks..

bahh bahh black sheep have u any wool?
yes sir yes sir 3 bags full
one for my master, one for my dame..
the last bag got stolen or i lost it again.... RANDOMNESS!!!