sometimes i feel that life really is a korean drama... everything is so complicated, entwined and tangled into one big fat mess... feelings get hurt, backs get stabbed... i feel horrible... BUT!! i shall not allow myself to think of the terrible disaster that has befallen unto me, and i shall look to GOD and the MISSION TRIP!! ** God please help me to be able to do that** ok, we'll be leaving in like 2 days!! and i haven't packed my bag yet... cool!.. i seriously can't wait to go, man, the excitment is so intense, i can't contain it!! can't wait to see GOD's power and see people flooding in to want to know Christ, the one true savior! oh, but there is one small problem!! yesterday, my mom wanted me to cut my hair... i said ok, but thin it only, dun cut short... but when we reach there, she told the darn woman to cut my hair short!! and the stupid woman cut away happily, my fringe she also cut... i was totally oblivious to everything cos firstly, i was really tired and sleepy le, so i was sort of dozing off in the chair... and secondly, with my degree of 900 in each eye, once i took off my specs i was blind... couldn't see what the woman was doing at all... once i wore my specs, i gasped... i exclaimed LOUDLY, forgetting that i was in a public place, " WHY SO SHORT!! I SAY I WANNA THIN IT ONLY WHAT!! HOW TO TIE HAIR LIKE THAT?! WHAT"S WITH THE FRINGE!! IT'S ONE WHOLE FINGER ABOVE MY EYEBROWS LA!!" then my mom paid and pulled me out before there was bloodshed... i am so upset right now!! i honestly feel like fainting everytime i look into the mirror... and i am not exaggerating at all... remember the previous haircut that forced me into wearing a hairband? it's worse than that cos my fringe is non existent... BAHH!!! i hate crappy hair...