RAHH!!! this post is totally random and it aint gonna be a poem or a rap... i just feel like ranting... i dunno why i've been feeling so miserable lately... just nauseous all the time... not able to study... i can be distracted by a piece of tissue left on the floor... like i played with it for 15 mins when i was supposed to be studying... like wad crap rite?! i know... it's weird... the drive of studying is gone.. long gone... and the scary thing is that im not scared... this is not me...

if u share the joy, it doubles.. if u share the pain, it's halved... i dun know if i can believe this... sure if i share my problems with someone, i'll feel better... but wont the person feel worse?? like she'll have another thing to worry about rite? but we r supposed to share our problems with one another rite? im so lost... do i share? so i can feel better and make the other party feel worse?!

feel so tired all the time... having another nauseous feeling... it's making me sick... maybe it's my weird eating habits... cos i binge when im stressed then feel so fat i skip meals the next day... u think that's the problem? i dunno... i just feel like puking all the time... help me...
i'm a wreak...