i love rainy days.. rain makes me feel.... at ease haha.. it relaxes me! the smell of rain: yummy! looking at the drops of water fall from the sky, feeling the wet wind upon your face.. RAIN RAIN COME AGAIN! GO AWAY ANOTHER DAY (:



so anyway, yes charlene, i watch perfect cut lol.. and i think that the script writers are a bunch of geniuses, wonder why they didn't hire me haha! i learnt this from the show:


to be the first one insinuates that it could be replaced, be topped off by another one day.. but to be the only one, that is different.. that means that it will never be replaced, that there is only one.. THE only one..


and often we say we wanna put God first in our lives.. i don't doubt that we try to and i don't doubt that He might be number one on some good days.. but that isn't enough, because how many times has He been replaced in the leaderboard?.. multiple uncountable times?.. yep, that's just it..


i want God to be my only one, to be at a level where He is irreplaceable, where He is my everything..


it is a random thought i know haha.. rainy days do this to me.. gahh, feel like running in the rain, it's been a long time since i did it haha..


rain also makes me think of kirby.. cos he told me that he stares at windows panes whenever it rains and he will emo haha.. so romantic huh kirby, sigh i miss him so much..


university applications are driving everyone around me insane, some of that insanity has rubbed off on me.. haha, i need a break from this all.. im not even gonna apply for many scholarships anymore, makes me depressed when they ask me for extra-curricular activities and i can name none.. i really am just a nerd, nothing else ):


like pouring rain drops back into a cloud