i had a little chat with God the other day, which prompted me to delete that post lol.. he was harsh ): but i deserved it haha.. in the words of wise ol' leon: stop whining!

lol, right right right i was whining.. it was just everything rolled up into one big emotional ball.. the not being there with everyone, for everyone.. plus the whole family thing, which i am not going to divulge of cos... but uh yeah, im better i guess..

uh... im going to disneyland tmr? whoopee!..

i will upload pictures when i get the chance to, although uh i think i will only upload days 1-3.. cos, from then on, you can see a significant difference in face size/shape.. LOL

i cant believe i have to go back to work on tues, the day after i get back!.. for sure i'll have jetlag.. for the first few days after arriving in US, i did not sleep well at all cos it was supposed to be DAY!!

but after those consecutive days for sleepless nights (or days) the accumulated tiredness led to something scary.. 

me sleepTALKING

i sleep with my super light sleeping sister ( i cough and she wakes!!) and she says i sleeptalk.. how scary is that!??! omg

the content of my dreams are open for all to see!! i mean hear!!

this really does scare me you know.. i must make sure i am well rested before sleeping over at lisa's.. it sounds too creepy..

i should sleep with tape over my mouth or something.. my sis says i speak in COMPLETE SENTENCES?! not even like brief words here and there.. :( i don't like this

anyway i heading to bed now.. it's late.. yes! it is.. i gotta wake up real early tmr!! so ciao

cut deep? you sure did..