reality struck me right smack in the middle of my face on saturday... so, really... no one is safe from the devil's persistence.. no one at all..


i really want to thank hanyang, he was a well-timed support..


i want to commit more time to you guys, but.... i can't, at least not now..


saturday was a.... im not sure if it's a good or bad thing, i experienced both.. God was really there, so strongly.. i couldn't breathe.. i found myself crying uncontrollably.. whether it's because of God or her.. i dunno.. but i cried till i thought i was going to die... cos i kept forgetting to breathe..



how can i give support when i myself need it?...


anyway hy was saying that i should take care of myself first etc... true i guess.. but my worrysome nature won't let me.. i gotta let go sometimes huh?.. preliems are not crawling by.. THEY ARE SPRINTING TOWARDS ME, FASTER THAN A SPEEDING BULLET!!


i need more time.. i wanna hide in a cave where time stops... oh!! i can go to Narnia.. sigh... i bet u r getting frustrated reading this cos it's too random already... hah


sony ericsson w910i..... i was supposed to have u today.. why did u and your stupid promotion end last week?!?... from $48 u can jump to $188 just cos of a stupid promotion?!? where's the justice?!? i want u......... i must have u....


OH OH!! i feel the need to announce that the math grades were modified and i got E instead of S!!



so my grades are D D E E U not bad la hor?.. ((: kk, see my roller coaster emotions and random blabbering?.. means i lack sleep