ok so i finally summoned enough courage to do what i thought was the right thing to do.

so maybe it wasn't but i tried.

still confused at the outcome, i never really know what you're thinking.

to try and salvage the situation might be futile, but hey i'm gonna give it one last shot.

here goes.

i thought it wasn't satisfactory cos it wasn't genius enough ( i'm getting that alot nowadays, i wonder what's missing in my life)

but i'm thinking i thought wrong? maybe you wanted something else, hence the comment.

but anyway, that's why i requested an example, to find out what you thought was satisfactory.

that went down the wrong road, strange how things work out.

where we are now is killing me, self reproach = self mutilation, so i'm not doing so well

last night, my parents fought over the remote. yes, screaming and railing cos of a remote. i think i forgot how to be happy.