Flakes of dust fall from the eyes
Awake my soul, from eternal slumber
Woe the will, like lines between clouds
My spirit shall surmount

Listen to the orchestra,
The tuning of heart strings
Compositions of tragedy
But cresendoes, subdued



in case you're a poetry idiot, that was an uplifting poem.. and i wrote it cos....

I FEEL LIKE I SURVIVED A STORM haha..

so on saturday's altar call i had a vision of a freshly sheared sheep.. it looked cold and confused.. but the mesage was that every sheep has to go through a season of shearing.. you may experience cold and nakedness, but if God doesn't shear you, you might die of overheating or something ( ok basically, shearing is good for you )


it was a simple reminder of a simple fact.. a fact that constantly gets overlooked.. that discomfort is only part of the way God takes care of you haha, oh he is so lovely (:


to make lisa happy, i shall tell yáll a very personal thing then..


so a couple of weeks ago at TPM ( the last time i went la..) i had a vision of a submarine which was painted on the outside to look like a fish.. and the message was loud and clear: "you people always claim to do the things of God, always thinking that you are doing things My way. but it is a facade! the things you do are masked and packaged to look like My hands are upon it, but it is all man made!"


woah harsh, when i recieved it i was like yea yea!! some people are always like that! say they are doing things for God's glory but in fact they are doing it for their own glory!


pfft ignorant boob.. yea, i completely did not see how the message was for me! my worry for cell, my displeasure, my discouragement.. all branched out from the very fact that i was using human strength all along.. i prayed for my eyes to be open.. and opened they are...


feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, i can finally breathe again.. and the air is wonderful


psst lisa, i think you'd be happy to know i still get the visions? hahaha i hope you're reading this though.. cos i know my blog is sorta in a coma now haha.. i refuse to prod it unless something epic happens.. i'm a busy girl, in a busy world........