well, today officially marks the end of week1 at school... it has been surprisingly hard, a refreshing sense of busyness.. i don't hate it, but i sure don't like it..


i already found myself:

#1: poring through lecture notes at home instead of watching TV

#2: spending breaks in the library searching for reference books so i can get it before other people get their grimy paws all over it

#3: actually worrying about my CAP score (it's like GPA) already ( it's week 1!!)


channeling the inner nerd, ok fine maybe it's not that INNER, is hard work..


who said uni was all fun and games? they lied, or maybe they just got a lousy CAP of 2.5-3.0??

i NEED a CAP 5.0.. medicine needs to be in sight


pardon me for not taking into consideration activities that aren't beneficial or enlightening etc etc..


someone needs to be the grown up.. i have to be a big girl lady now..


being grown up sucks.. treasure your O levels my dears, you'll find yourself missing it in a few years.. i PROMISE you..


"tired" doesn't even begin to express how i feel.. i need endorphines, anyone got a chocolate fondue machine i could borrow? i've always wanted to know how it feels like to drink chocolate out of a fountain.. feel like i need to know..


*imagines self swimming in a pool of melted chocolate...*

sighhh