Decisions


all the time we're making them, what to eat, what to wear, which toe to suck (yea lisa, i'm referring to you winks winks)..


most of them don't matter, don't affect anything critical.. so you dress like a hobo, who cares?


and then again some decisions affect you for life.. to be filled with regret or not, lies within that thin line of right and wrong

Clear precision dissolves
Grey lines creep in from corners
Not of old age they belong
Ambiguousness uncaptured

Bewitched, bothered and bewildered
How these words encage me
The wide and narrow roads
Far from lucid, indistinguishable

Confusion hardly encompasses
The disturbances I feel
Do I dare cry out to the one I’ve abandoned?
Audacity I lack, possession hoped for

i promise to blog bimbotically the next time.. for now, deal with this (:

before i go, taggies:

charlene: this monday drag me to jog too k!! oh and you won't believe what i have to tell you..

decanter: it was within me all along heh

lisa: whahaha esther is amazing.. she's way better, her short prose was excellent..

darius: my dearest, im always here when you need me.. in case you forget

abi: pfft i lie belly upwards all the time!! it's way too huge to lie on you see ): sighhh

wang: unfortunately due to unforeseen circumstances, i am not free from work yet lol.. but, will make time for you! (:

the best of us can find happiness in misery