phew.. i finally made time to come and update.. ): if i didn't borrow the cds from bryan, i wouldn't be here ripping it into my comp, and thus i wouldn't be here updating this possibly dead blog.. so thank bryan.. this post is gonna be long la.. update on everything at one shot.. lol


well, lots of amazing things have been happening in my life.. well, as most of u know,i'm lonely in nj, as in i have no one to share to about SPIRITUAL stuff.. no one who understands, no one who wants to hear wad i have to say about my wonderful God.. i prayed for someone who would be there for me not just to listen to my worldly problems, but also the spiritual side of things.. and guess wad.. I FOUND HER!!



i really wanna thank God for putting michelle in my life.. she's a great listener, and she understands what i'm going through.. i really thank God for working in her life as well.. on saturday, bro andrew shared on loving the unlovable.. and max kept popping up in my mind.. i was convicted, i wanted to somehow show some love to him this week.. but i found it hard, i didn't know how to go about doing it..



well, today, michelle saw me and told me that on saturday, at her church, the pastor talked about loving the unlovable and she kept thinking of max too.. when i heard it, i shrieked la.. i really did.. lol, i was so excited.. God has indeed placed me in NJ for a reason.. im gonna work with the people around me, and may nj never be the same again..



oh oh... one more thing, some of u may know that there was this pianist in my school who always used to play christian songs alone.. and i always felt convicted to go talk to him, but i never found the courage.. it would kinda look weird if i just went up to talk to a guy rite?!? so i kept procrastinating until finally, he has graduated and i've never spoken to him before.. i regretted, i really did.. i wished i had immediately obeyed God when i felt the prompting.. i thought it was all too late.. but...



last week, after lunch, i heard a really familiar tune fill the canteen.. it took me quite some time to realise it was "still" being played on the piano.. i was so excited!! another christian pianist that God has put in my path in nj.. i was really going to go talk to her.. but i was late for class la.. so i had to rush off.. but the next time i will SURELY go talk to her..



my dream of setting up some form of christian group is nj is getting nearer and nearer within my grasp.. after the valentine's day plan has been implemented, i will have more time and i will plan with shirlene and michelle.. it will happen.. it will!! nj, be prepared for something spectacular.. we are not a force to be reckoned with.. we are God's force..



p/s: please pray for me and for nj.. i really need your prayers to cover the school.. it is hard ground, it really is.. pray that something big will happen.. (: oh, and so far, i haven't found a single christian teacher in nj.. i really need people of authority to implement many things.. so pray for that too..