i am going crazy.. i seriously am..


STOP PILING UP STUFF ON ME!! I WILL EXPLODE SOON!! i honestly think i tore a few hundred strands of my hair out in frustration already..


gimme a break ok? please..


anyway esther said she hates reading my blog when it's multi coloured.. so i guess it'll be one post one colour now then..


argh... i'm tired, frustrated, worn out, and i really wanna just throw in the towel now.. this sucks, it really sucks.. i can't believe how things have turned out.. i have a right to be frustrated, seriously..


plus, i have to handle more than one thing now.. so please, i dont wanna be balding at a tender young age of 17.. please stop making me wanna tear all my hair out..