ok, i know i've been mia for quite awhile.. i've been busy with work.. LOTS OF WORK.. im really buckling down and im so proud of myself!! haha.. it's really been hard on me ok.. but i think it's too late now.. as in, there's really too much to do and i have no choice but to skip some.. chem probably.. i hate it.. i got U all year round.. lol!! my worse subject..


anyway, i decided to blog all of a sudden because.. lots have been going on in my puny brain.. and i just wanna release some angst..


well firstly, i now honestly truly and totally believe that there is beauty in imperfection.. whether we're too short, too fat, too short AND fat.. too tall, too thin.. blah blah blah.. well, basically when are we ever perfect?? answer is NEVER!! so why not be happy being the imperfect people whom we are right now??


why waste time, energy and a whole lot of tears in trying to strive for perfection when it doesn't even exist?! if you ask the most beautiful person in the world what she finds wrong with herself, u can rest assure she'll be able to come up with something.. thus i conclude, no one is perfect, so why strive to be?


by no means i'm trying to say eat and get fat, then obese and die of a heart attack.. but really, stop starving yourself, stop trying to bulk up, stop drinking rice water to grow taller.. (haha, personal attack this one..) God made us the way we are.. why alter it??


and no, im not trying to be a holy saint, sprouting holy messages.. but i dunno.. just somehow, i got convicted this week.. and yes, im the one always saying im fat and should go lose weight.. and i will!! but only because i AM overweight and SHOULD lose weight.. all you people whose weight is within the normal range, STOP DIETING!!


hmmm... yup, that's one thing off my chest.. lots of others that are too... personal(?) to share.. haha, that's y i can't wait to meet up with lisa.. and sprout everything to her.. (:


p/s: sorry lisa.. u gotta sit and listen.. i dun care!! just too overwhelming for me to contain la.. whahaha