let's see.. after 4 papers and 2 more left.. i guess i am pretty excited.. but remembering how i screwed up pretty much everything just leaves me feeling all moody and sad..

GP- i fear a little for my essay la.. cos i know i can do much better.. when i was actually writing it i was thinking to myself that i will only scrape a pass.. maybe a 27/50? but overall i'll be happy with a pass la.. just aiming a C for GP ma.. compre was... alright la.. but my AQ the evaluation part i crapped out an example.. lol.. anyhow give statistics and say it's from TIMES somemore.. sigh,wadeva la..

ECONS- OMG.. freak.. i'll open champagne and celebrate if i get a S.. case study was ok la.. maybe can get 18/30.. but my essays were totally screwed!! i didnt finish the paper.. 15 marks CONFIRM gone.. then the parts of the essay that i did complete?.. was total crap.. and no, it's not intelligent crap.. it's crappy crap.. it's worse than tze wei's crap.. im scared.. i really am.. i need a D D S S.. )):

CHINESE- amazingly.. chinese is my best subject!! no... dun be disgusted with me abi.. it's just chinese is so easy compared to everything else.. hope to get A?.. but my essay was a little screwed.. cos the title was something like <this parting will be very long...> *bad translation but ya.. get the idea* so i wrote about the sad sad event of qian leaving us to pursue her life long dream.. but i write super long le then i realised i dunno wad vet is in chinese.. and u know wad i wrote in desperation?? dong wu yi shen.. omg.. i hope the teachers dun laugh too hard.. :X

MATHS- maths maths maths.. i cried today when i got home.. 20 marks GONE just like that cos my brain chose to space out.. the moment i handed up the paper i thought of how to do the damn 10 mark qns.. and after nao discussed with me, i realised another 10 mark qns that i could actually have done but i skipped cos my brain drew blanks.. my heart felt like it was being stabbed real hard.. and the knife was twisting away, causing blood to gush out of my wound.. im really damn sad.. a potential B gone.. clinging on to the tiny hope that i can get a D for maths now..

it's chem tomorrow and bio on tuesday and that's the end le.. i really feel like giving up on chem especially since hard work on maths did not lead to rich rewards.. wad about chem la, wont it be worse.. still have probs dealing with failure.. DARN IT!! wads wrong with me.. shucks, guess i'll just do organic la, since it's impt.. the rest just.. sigh.......

just an E or S for chem and i'll be fine.. and hopefully a B or C for bio.. and i'll be contented.. sigh... i need a brain transplant.. nao.. how about considering being my brain donor?.. ))):