okok, i know im breaking my 7 day rule.. bahh... but i cannot take it le la.. to others, what i have accomplished, in terms of my mugging la, i haven't done alot.. to them, maybe im where they are at if they SLACKED.. but i really feel i've done alot..

but yet........... i am not pleased with myself.. cos i cannot stand it that i feel worn out ALREADY.. when i've not even completed one subject of revision.. look at tzewei.. he mugged from 10pm to 6am.. and still he's going to mug with nao from 10am to 9pm today... sick sick sick.. im telling u.. NEVER in my life will i ever be able to do that.. 10hours is my max.. and it includes loads of breaks.. and so far i only did it twice in my whole life.. one was for sec 3 mid years and the other for the big O... -.-

that's it!! that's all im capable of.. im pathetic rite?.. i think compared to ahwei im the world's slackiest slacker!! im just hoping to SCRAPE through... y am i blogging??.. just wanna rant.. cos my mood is... i dunno how to describe....

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that is not even close.. i dunno y i feel so mixed up.. and no, it's not just studying that made me feel this way.. although i do believe it has quite a big part to play in it.. but anyway, it's just.... seeing how people change.. getting worried for them because they changed.. getting scared by the way they changed.. wondering y they changed.. trying to change them back..

i really dunno y u've become this....stranger to me.. but i really do hope u'll change back... i'll be praying for u...