is it possible to long for something but not know what it is?

cos i could've sworn (but i won't) that my heart growled just now.. you know, like a hunger pang?

true it could've been a heart murmur of some sort (those aren't dangerous are they??)

haha oh wells, even if it is what the hey..

but yeah, i think my heart is aching from something lost, or never had before.. weird

lemme cheer myself up with....


pictures from the sleepover cum birthday celebration!! whee

i saw the cake long before it reached us cos noe was like umm tiptoeing towards us?!! haha, so i decided to act surprised just for the camera.. dramatic effect you know..

our gorgeous cake haha

my "what do we do now?" face

YAY! no one ate that thing, it tasted kinda nasty hahh

our super cute cards HANDMADE by baobao!! i love handmade stuff

girls picture!! the guys were facebooking or something.. pfft FB-ING?!!

i've successfully learnt the art of twit posing..

finally done with the FB-ing guys?!! look at my baobao she is adorable!

bao? no creativity much? do another pose next time, you should learn from twits, they are geniuses!! haha.. ahwei, were you that bored? sigh, give me a nice pose and i'll let you go back to fb..

woah, SHUAI DAI LE AH WEI!! haha resident beng is here to stay

ps: anyone else notice nao's retarded face? BWAHAHHA

this year's bday feels like it'll be very uneventful haha.. not that i mind, quiet gatherings of close intimate friends are best!

but yea, somehow this year i'm just not all that excited for my birthday, it doesn't even feel like it's coming lol.. maybe it's cos i'm getting old...

or maybe it's the eruption of horrid events that place themselves very nicely, like a red-carpet, leading all the way up till my birthday! awesome

hmm, gotta find a way to fill that empty feeling in heart.. will food do it? haha, shall go give it a shot..

im fat. deal with it. D: