i would like to say i've happily accepted all my results but i can't..

chinese: A
GP: C
maths: C
econs: E
bio: S
chem:U

yup, if u're observant enough u would be able to tell that i cannot keep my 4H2.. shocker of the year huh.. *rolls eyes*


thanks tzewei, hearing your voice was comforting.. sigh.. anyway, i did ask God y.. y was i let down.. y did things turn out the way they did.. but all i heard from Him was, " do u trust me?"


do i trust God?.....


do i really?......


yes i do..


He was the one that put me in NJ, y would He just let me suffer and rot there?..


i know He loves me too much to let me come into any hurt.. i know that He loves me so much all He wants is the best for me.. so i hold on to that and believe..


whether i successfully appeal to keep my combi, or i have to drop it and change class.. i know it'll all be alright..


just like when i cried in p6 cos i didn't make it to RV, and ended up in BP.. i know everything will end up better than i can ever expect..



cos im not going to belittle what God is going to offer me.. cos i know if i hold on to Him, everything will be alright..


and everything is alright..


i love u God.. and nothing will ever change that (: